Ritual Abuse, Ritual Crime, and Healing Guestbook
1997-2004
Number of Guests: 198
Visitor: Lady J
Reference: Healthy Place web site
Location: USA
WebSite: Lady Jz Talk Zone
Web Info: Journal project/issues dealing daily with the members in the Echoes of Courage
Contact: EchoesOfCourage@msn.com
Date: Tuesday, Sep 07, 2004 at 16:33:09 (EDT)
Comments: Was sent this link today. You have a pretty simple way of saying it with out the extra words everyone puts in it. DID's is really simple it's the professionals that keep making it complicated. Lady J
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Visitor: Amy Sliter
Reference: a search for connections between crime and abuse
Location: Upstate New York
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Contact: asliter71159@yahoo.com
Date: Sun, Sep 05, 2004 at 21:46:34 (EDT)
Comments: I think more should be made of how strategic ritual abuse it, so that even children can be aware, before it is too late of the worst ritual abuse, that from parents.
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Visitor: Jeanne Colwell
Reference: Looking for support group
Location: Texas
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Contact: nana_55_1947@yahoo.com
Date: Sun, Aug 29, 2004 at 11:07:07 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: Jane
Reference: from an article
Location: Ohio
WebSite: don't have one
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Contact: janetraud@earthlink.net
Date: Fri, Aug 20, 2004 at 10:12:43 (EDT)
Comments: I am interested in finding a support group for the ritually abused in my area, Dayton,OH.
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Visitor: Bev
Reference: Google search re Ritual Abuse
Location: Australia
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Date: Fri, Aug 13, 2004 at 18:42:25 (EDT)
Comments: I have been going through a very difficult time, having been swept along with a 'movement' to go public about my and my family's personal Ritual Abuse, and the 'movement' had actually convinced three of my adult children and myself to speak to the media. The show has not gone to air yet, and we are all in a really bad way, so coming across your Survivor Bill of Rights has been so helpful. I have passed it on to my family, and will read it myself whenever I am feeling that things are 'out of control'.
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Visitor: Lisa
Reference: Interest
Location: Ca.
WebSite: na
Web Info: na
Contact: lmg82001@yahoo.com
Date: Tuesday, Aug 10, 2004 at 05:05:19 (EDT)
Comments: It's just not enough ....Dependent. It matters. But I should feel what I can't give away. How belief changes is the certainest clue. I should......So........shouldn't have.
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Visitor: Deborah Murray
Reference: Google search/Ricky Martin Vernon
Location: Winston Salem NC
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Contact: debmurray@aol.com
Date: Sat, Aug 07, 2004 at 05:43:24 (EDT)
Comments: I found this site looking for information on Ricky Martin Vernon - child molestor. My son was a victom of Martins in 1989 and struggled with life afterwards until he took his on life May 28, 2004. I am trying to understand what hold theses molestors have on our children. He is in your report for Winston Salem, NC. He held rituals and and religious washings - a sick, sick, man. Thank you for the information on your website.Deborah Murray
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Visitor: aleoko
Reference: google
Location: Poland
WebSite: Gothic Style Furniture
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Contact: aleoko@gazeta.pl
Date: Tuesday, Aug 03, 2004 at 13:11:45 (EDT)
Comments: Congratulations for you. Your site looks great. Good luck with your site ! I enjoyed the visit good stuff
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Visitor: granny
Reference: googled
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WebSite: Perverted-Justice.com - Exposing wannabe perverts on the 'net
Web Info: Perverted-Justice.com recruits volunteer contributors who pose as underage children in chatrooms.
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Date: Mon, Aug 02, 2004 at 23:16:29 (EDT)
Comments: I'm a 50 year old survivor, I was molested from the age of 18 months till I finally left home at 15. It's been a long hard battle but I'm still surviving...
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Visitor: Tanita Heritage
Reference: searching for poems of memories for an assignment
Location: Brisbane,QLD, Australia
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Contact: tita_devil)1@hotmail.com
Date: Fri, Jul 30, 2004 at 21:23:05 (EDT)
Comments: This site was a very good and interesting site. It has very good heart felt poems!! Keep up the great work!
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Visitor: John D.
Reference: Google ritual abuse
Location: Pine, Arizona
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Contact: jonydee@cybertrails.com
Date: Wed, Jul 07, 2004 at 23:14:51 (EDT)
Comments: What a great website. I am an incest survivor and have had some ritual abuse with the incest experience. This site has some very helpful information and it's nice to know the denial is being broken...Thanks
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Visitor: Kitty
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Location: Netherlands
WebSite: Traumaversterking
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Contact: traumaversterking@wanadoo.nl
Date: Tuesday, Jul 06, 2004 at 05:37:45 (EDT)
Comments: I have a website named Traumaversterking. It's in Dutch, but some parts are also in English. I think that everybody who reads this website should also read mine. It's about false memories. I was in therapy for almost 3 years and had false memories about wicked sexparties in the basement of our house with my parents and lots of their friends. I read on this site that: Non-abused people do not have flashbacks or memories of ritual abuse events. That's not true!!! I had very real memories and flashbacks about these parties that never took place. In my therapygroup was a woman who had very real momories about ritual abuse and also her memories were false. And now, since my website is online, I got to know more women who had memories of ritual abuse and found out their meomries where false, and so were their diagnoses of MPD. I think this RA-info website is very dangerous, because it teaches people how their memories of ritual abuse should look like, there's a complete lesson in mindcontrol-techniques. People who don't have memories, but are in therapy looking for traumatic events in their past can, after reading this information, get detailed memories of RA during hypnosis, nightmares or otherwise. Nowhere on this website I find a warning for false memories. Maybe you don't care about that, but I think you should! As long as I believed in my memories I couldn't believe that false memories exist. Now I know how easily you can get to believe in things which never took place, how real and convincing flashbacks and memories can be. And I know now how unreal they where!!! Please be aware, everybody who's in therapy and thinks: There must have been something very traumatic in my past since I feel so unhappy now, but I don't remember. Don't go looking for memories!!! If you don't have any memeories you were not abused!!! Best wishes, Kitty
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Visitor: Bruce
Reference: Looking for s.r.a.websites
Location: Naples, Florida
WebSite: none
Web Info: none
Contact: the.mad.artist@comcast.net
Date: Wed, Jun 30, 2004 at 00:24:43 (EDT)
Comments: I am a child satanic ritual abuse survivor and christian.I praise God for your website and activism. Fear not s.r.a.victims, for just as surely as their is a heaven and hell,people that worship satan,powers of darkness.Their is also a God that created the universe,the world and sent his son to earth to be a sacrafice and atonement for our sin, so that who so ever believeth in him should not perish but have everlasting life.The spirit of rebellion is alive and seeking to destroy whom it will.Jesus Christ is the enemy of satan, and he will put an end to this present evil age when he comes again not as a man to die for sin,but to take up to his kingdom all those left here on earth that believe him as the son of God for our salvation.Then he will destroy all the evil satanist's and unbeliever's,the satanist's will be running around the earth doing all the thing's they now do in secret ,in public- until they are destroyed. The idea that people like myself are coming forward to proclaim that we have suffered,and endured this abuse is an indication that satan is pouring out his hate upon the earth and ruining families and our culture thru divorce, children on drugs,abortion record sucaide levels etc.,and now further degeneration thru gay marriage ratifacation.This decline in moral culture has only truly begun since the 1950's from the advent of rock an roll,society has not seen such a decline in morals since roman times.If you truly understand that your abuse was spiritual that we are in a spiritual war with our flesh, the devil, and sin,then you will see that God is the only real way to heal, the truth,the life vs the lie,death.If you are looking for christian referrals to healing or resources in the florida area please email,thank's again for reaching out with your terrific website.
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Visitor: RICHARD E. CARROLL
Reference: MKULTRA
Location: Irvine CA (DDP meeting)
WebSite: non
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Contact: mrgene@surfside.net
Date: Tuesday, Jun 29, 2004 at 02:43:27 (EDT)
Comments: I was interested in research on mind control. My wife is from China and I visit there often. Your site seemed very interesting. I would like to know more about it.
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Visitor: Mary Boone
Reference: Through searching the internet on this topic.
Location: Texas, just moved to Colorado
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Contact: ms.mary@comcast.net
Date: Sun, Jun 27, 2004 at 19:26:35 (EDT)
Comments: I would really like some information on how I can help people who have gone through this horrible type of abuse. I have always been interested in helping abused children/people. I have been a teacher for the past 10 years but would like to do something that could help these people. Thank you for any information you could give me to help me with this. Mary Boone
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Visitor: Patrick Elazem
Reference: Google
Location: Europe
WebSite: Patrick Elazem
Web Info: Patrick Elazem
Contact: patrick@elazem.com
Date: Thurs, Jun 24, 2004 at 16:20:48 (EDT)
Visitor: Mike Schlegel
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Contact: smikecfl1@hotmail.com
Date: Sun, Jun 20, 2004 at 15:19:54 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: michelle dauphinee
Reference: internet
Location: halifax novascotia
WebSite: none
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Date: Wed, Jun 16, 2004 at 10:42:12 (EDT)
Comments: i am a survivor i was pleased to see this site more literature for ritual abuse needed. jesus christ is the only way to heaven john14vs6 he is not like the abuser or i would be an atheist
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Visitor: Sascha
Reference: google
Location: germany
WebSite: Regionalverzeichnis
Web Info: Regional Verzeichnis und Branchenverzeichnis
Contact: show-website@appfelascher.de
Date: Fri, May 14, 2004 at 02:05:15 (EDT)
Comments: best wishes from germany
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Visitor: Dr. Wolfgang Miethge
Reference: I got the adress from my patient
Location: Germany
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Contact: Miethge@t-online.de
Date: Wed, May 05, 2004 at 16:54:02 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: blanca
Reference: readin a rebecce brown book
Location: guatemala
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Contact: jennycinchilla2003@yahoo.com
Date: Tuesday, Apr 27, 2004 at 11:40:32 (EDT)
Comments: i really like the website.
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Visitor: thomas
Reference: google
Location: vegas
WebSite: na
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Date: Fri, Apr 09, 2004 at 21:00:03 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: B
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Location: Nederland
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Date: Wed, Apr 07, 2004 at 07:49:05 (EDT)
Comments: Message to B LJP Roijakkers: Woensdag 31 Maart, plein bij bibliotheek, Brussel Het is me gelukt deze website te vinden, met de informatie die je me woensdag in Brussel gaf.
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Visitor: lablovr54
Reference: looked up ritual abuse survivor on yahoo search
Location: suburban Chicago, Illinois USA
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Contact: lablovr54 @earthlink.net
Date: Mon, Apr 05, 2004 at 23:04:23 (EDT)
Comments: This is the most organized, accurate, information chocked web site on RA that I've come across. I'm 50 years old and a survivor of multi generational ritual abuse and some of the many crimianl activities that go along with it. I started having memories about 12 years ago and just dc'ed my regular therapy. I go twice a year now. I started out going 5 days a week. My current family (my children and husband) and I went thru hell as I suffered with PTSD and a chronic, intractable depression that lasted for 8 years. I've spent over $100,000 on therapy, psychiatrists and meds and depleted my kids' college funds. Finally, I'm claiming my life back. For those of you in the thick of remembering, don't give up. You will make it through. About 4 years ago I was fortunate enough to have a cousin, whom I hadn't seen or talked to in 20 years, start remembering too. He called me and we have been able to validate our memories and have even found several of the locations where some of the RA and filming of child pornography took place. One of the addresses was in my father's address book. The validation was wonderful because some times even I could hardly believe what I was remembering. I do know that there was a lot of trickery involved and I was often drugged, so if you told people about the abuse they would just think that you were crazy. It is hard to know just what was really happening and what was staged. I know plenty of bad stuff really went down though. Thanks for this site. I'm looking for a support group of RA srvivors to hook up with. Anybody know of anything in the Chicago area?
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Visitor: jr
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WebSite: InternetNewsDaily
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Date: Sun, Apr 04, 2004 at 14:27:23 (EDT)
Visitor: Cassi
Reference: school research
Location: Ohio
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Date: Wed, Mar 31, 2004 at 15:54:10 (EST)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: Michelle
Reference: searching for help
Location: NY
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Date: Tuesday, Mar 16, 2004 at 23:08:49 (EST)
Comments: It is hopeful to see others who have become aware of their abuse, and have had healing and victory.
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Visitor: extraGEMEENTE DEURNE WAAR HET ALLEMAAL BEGONNEN ISZAND EROVER
Reference: zand erover
Location: zand erover
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Date: Sun, Mar 14, 2004 at 18:10:39 (EST)
Comments: IN DEURNE(NL) HEEFT MEN POLITIE. EN TOEN WAS IK MIND CONTROLLED. google:microchip imlants mind control and cybernetics,verteld er enige dingen over. er bestaat een secret controller,het is een beetje te vergelijken met ET elecztronisch Toezicht, o.a. in de kluwer text en commentaar te vinden, alleen bij dit mind control,wordt er definitief in je hoofd een aanpassing gemaakt,een implantaat,of dat nu een micro chip is of een elecztrode,het aparaat kan je gedachten lezen. 7/8 5 2001 heb ik die eraan bloot is gesteld sinds ongev.april 2000,dit ontvangst aparaat wat er dus terdege is,gehoord,. verder:rhic edom,stimoceiver/delgado,mind control,etc google,. de PI Haarlem,te haarlem hermanjans weg 4 deed onder mijn ,maaltijden,slaapmiddelen, en dan plaatsten ze het ding in mij,etc. daaraan zit ik nog vast. bekende uitspraken van de deurnese internationale politie zoals ze zich zelf noemen, want je bent interbationaal als je in grave als politie deurne in het HVB iemand komt arresteren na hij een 4 maanden ´gezeten heb.etc. nieuw feit., inderdaad,mijn brieven worden ontvreed in en op politie buro deurne,brieven van het gerechtshof den bosch, leuk vd steen hoofdagent,leuk. dan doen we het zo welsprak vd steen feb 2000,terwijl hij achter vd vlies door liep, dus je wilt nog meer? etc. verwisselen deed vd steen ene adv. van mens in van WENS, wel ,dat was van mens niet een van WENS, aangezien ik nu MIND CONTROLLED BEN, etc. zand erover dit is een wat flauw bericht. je ken echter nooit voor zien,wat er volgd. de dernese int.politie,ken nauw mee kijken en luisteren hoe een zekere veroordeelde het doet, dit geld voor alles, weg private life etc,ook een van de leukere aspecten, gedachten afluisteren,lolatie kennen, een van mijn nu nog anbekende motivaties,is als ik niet meer van jullie int.politie etc af kom ga er niet van uit dat de deurnese int.politie van mij afkomt, logisch, zand erover de aangifte tegen mij toen,deel ik mede houd ik voor ongeur, met kunstgrepen(art 326 wvsr)doorgevoerd complete confabulaties, fabricage,i p v verbalisaties, politie deurne IN hvb Grave op de drempel van de vrijheid, even een stokje.en mind control,en dat kan langer duren,etc. levenslang, zand erover inlichtingenPBC utrecht gansstraat 170 geneesheer directeur drost,of jan scheffer of karin ten brink,of hew koornstra, of rechter commisaris goyaerts antens uit den bosch,van de betreffende recht bank aldaar, beoogd hadden de internationale politie agenten vd vlies en kengen etc en vd steen alle hoofdagenten op TBS a dat werd het niet toen. waar uit leid jij dat af jan scheffer?? zand erover POST SCRIPTUM PSextra bijna maar niet helemaal,na 4 maanden sparen in hvb grave,viel de 350 gulden toennog,van het bankje,volgens vd vlies, volgens mij,weigerde of vergat vd vlies het door mij gespaarde en door hen ontnomen bij het arrestatie in hvb grave feb 2000,geld retour te geven. het kwam echter weer bij mij,ik heb gestaan op mijn money uiteraard, bijna had ik ook daarwegens een aangifte ingesteld etc, zand erover
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Visitor: m.b.t. Goyaerts Antens,RC
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Date: Sun, Mar 14, 2004 at 16:49:50 (EST)
Comments: DE RECHTER COMMISARIS MR CNM CORNELIA goyaerts antens RC in Den Bosch OP DE RECHT BANK,laat mensen MIND CONTROLLEN;wat is het,wekl nu,dit artikel legd het een beetje uit google:microchip implants mind control and cybernetics of ook microchip mind control implats and cybernetics. -is het verder in orde dat de politie van deurne,mensen in grave arresteerd??heel vreemd is het,niet corneliea?
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Visitor: beledigde
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Date: Sat, Mar 06, 2004 at 18:53:10 (EST)
Comments: WAT IS EEN VALSE AANGIFTE? nau,een art 188 wvsr is,als mensen naar de politiue stappen daar een onwaar verhaal omtrend strafbare feiten op laten tekenen/verbaliseren, is het resiultaat dan nietvalsheid in geschrifte? bedrog, wederrechtelijk vrijheids beroving? een gerechtelijke dwaling? ze begrijpen er nie zo veel van op de rechtbank te den bosch,
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Visitor: en verder niets
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Date: Sat, Mar 06, 2004 at 18:48:14 (EST)
Comments: MISLEIDING DOOR DE DEN BOSCHE/s hertogen bosche rechtbank he is 22 11 2000 en ze spreken 281 dagen en verder niets, aangezien ik dan al MIND CONTROLLED WAS(electronisch), en zei dat dus verzwegen,kenelijk was het geheim, kan ik die recht bank met en gerust hart verantwordeloijk houden voor de poging liquidatie op 7/8 5 2001 op mijn leven, ergens in duitsland,dat wel, maar dat veranderd er niets aan dat ik mind controlled ben, bedankt rechtbank den bosch,
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Visitor: voor Nederland/for the netherlands,
Reference: pieter baan centrum gansstraat 170 utrecht
Location: the question is where i am going.
WebSite: veni vidi vici
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Date: Tuesday, Mar 02, 2004 at 12:48:08 (EST)
Comments: in dutch/in nederlands: ACHTER DE FEITEN AAN ,IN NEDERLAND: WANNEER DE STAAT HET GELENGT KAN MEN IEMAND PERMANENT ONDERWERPEN AAN GEDACHTEN-LEZEN(MIND READING)EN MIND CONTROL -HET PIETER BAAN CENTRUM(PBC) KENT IEMAND EEN MOTIEF TOE(SCHUIFT IN DE SCHOENEN)OOK WANNEER ER GEEN IS.JIJ BENT DUS NIET GERECHTVAARDIGD,MAAR ZIJN ZIJ DAN WEL? ER IS EEN GEVAL BEKENT WAARBIJ PI HAARLEM TE HAARLEM IEMAND GEIMPLANTEERD HEEFT(INFOS:GOOGLE:MICROCHIP MIND CONTROL IMPLANTS AND CYBERNETICS ) HIJ HEEFT DAT APARAAT GEHOORD,HET WORDT WEL ONTKEND,WAARBIJ ZE TEVENS LIEGEN, DIT HEEFT MIND CONTROL,EN DE VERDERE TECHNIEK B.V. RHIC EDOM OF EEN GEIMPLANTEERDE STIMOCEIVER(STIMULATION RECEIVER)ONTVANGER EN ZENDER ,IN HET HOOFD, HET GAAT INDERDAAD WEL VER. MET DANK AAN UNIGRO AAN DE BALK WEG 2 TE DEN BOSCH/S HERTOGENBOSCH, IEMAND DAAR WAS IETS BETER BIJ DE LES. WANNEER JE BESPIONEERD ZOU WORDEN EN JIJ KOMT ER DOOR HULP VAN IEMAND ACHER DAT DIT HET GEVAL IS,JE WORDT INGESEIND,DAN KAN DAT EEN LEVEN REDDENDE FACTOR ZIJN, BIJ MIJ WERD HET EERST SPIONAGE MAAR DAN BESLOOT MEN MIND CONTROL. EEN RECHTER COMMISARIS IN NEDERLAND KAN DAAR VOOR IN HET VERVOLD VOORTAAN KIEZEN. ZE NOEMEN DAT ONDER ZOEK GEESTVERMOGENS, JE GEDACHTEN WORDEN GELEZEN,EN MEN KAN JE OOK ZO HOREN PRATEN , WAT JIJ HOORT HOREN ZIJ EN HET APARAAT KAN JE GEZICHTSVERMOGEN OOK OMVATTEN, ZO DAN IS HET MET DEZE PERSOON GEGAAN, WIJ WENSEN HEM AL HET GOEDE, MIJN STEUN HEB JE. WAS GETEKENT IK ZELF, HA HA HA HA .
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Visitor: Sandi
Reference: searching for ritual abuse website
Location: Washington state, currently Montana
WebSite: n/a
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Contact: saflanigan@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, Mar 02, 2004 at 02:27:58 (EST)
Comments: I am seeking for a former college classmate, Rhonda Meyers. Rhonda, you were right. My memories have begun, and hell is very real! I'd really like to re-connect with you! Please e-mail me! Sandi
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Visitor: GEORGE ROBERT EDWIN BOOTHE
Reference: I HAVE NO IDEA
Location: KANSAS CITY MISSOURI
WebSite: DO NOT THINK I HAVE ONE
Web Info: N/A
Contact: BOOTHENUMB@AOL.COM
Date: Sun, Feb 29, 2004 at 23:25:31 (EST)
Comments: I HAVE BEEN HERE DONE THIS.
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Visitor: Barbara
Reference: surfing web for fun
Location: California
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Contact: gardenia89102@yahoo.com
Date: Fri, Feb 27, 2004 at 12:23:11 (EST)
Comments: Wow,this is pretty informative on why people are the way they are sometimes,the whole article openned my eyes a bit more on the various reasons of the human behavior and what makes some tick in strange ways.
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Visitor: Vicki
Reference: invite from Ghostwolf
Location: Nebraska
WebSite: n/a
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Contact: vonnen@msn.com
Date: Tuesday, Feb 24, 2004 at 08:31:35 (EST)
Comments: Thank you for inviting me here the art is WONDERFUL!!!!! Vicki
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Visitor: Lynn Marie
Reference: seeking self help
Location: Long Beach, California, United States of America
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Contact: marilyndinero@yahoo.com
Date: Tuesday, Feb 17, 2004 at 18:01:50 (EST)
Comments: ritual abuse is very real, and my abusers use the court system in addition to other various systems. i refuse to die! all my abusers can kiss my big fat butt. i no longer fear.
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Visitor: ali
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Contact: ali@soulsaver.de
Date: Wed, Feb 11, 2004 at 17:45:22 (EST)
Comments: danke für die guten infos. www.gott.de
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Visitor: Daniel Matthew Arnold
Reference: surfed in
Location: Shawnee ks,66203
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Date: Wed, Jan 28, 2004 at 20:50:47 (EST)
Comments: Start posting information on F.B.I.gov the website has been there since 9/11 and you can post any information second hand or personal no matter how old under submit tips and leads.Destroy the cult and there will be no more triggers or program cues.Consider having F.B.I. gov like having a laser designator just paint the targets and let law enforcement do the rest.If you are not on a computer of your own you can go to your local library and use theirs.Also check out religious tolerance. org under cults and mind control they have the color coding system listed there so you can identify parts of the cult individually also other sites of interest are factnet, American family foundation,and survivorship.org also there is a ten posssibly 11 digit numbering system that determines how the colors are assigned as well as chosen. The instance of this I have found was on a cult member they had a number on their telephone number that was common with the one of that at her occupation which I call a dominant number the number was nine they had a blue car so blue must be nine.Also the place they worked was on 95th st so that is another nine what five is yet is still unknown but the numbers are said to be chosen by what the appear to look like.
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Visitor: D.M. Smith
Reference: search engine ritual abuse recovery
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Date: Sun, Jan 25, 2004 at 19:28:46 (EST)
Comments: thank for this site and the information.
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Visitor: t d
Reference: search
Location: usa
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Contact: tom531@juno.com
Date: Tuesday, Jan 06, 2004 at 13:50:48 (EST)
Comments: no proof as to documents. have for sale or posting on net am subject to programming/behaviuor modification by thought police sex predator mj tombs http://www.bodyguards-pba.com/ note affiliations see tech http://www.cogs.susx.ac.uk/lab/hct/ subject orchestrated psychological operations interception electronic comm by cops
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Visitor: ian graham crocker
Reference: reccomendation
Location: south africa
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Date: Sat, Jan 03, 2004 at 11:16:27 (EST)
Comments: I would like to submit to you some poems that recognise the suffering of those in mental hospitals, and draw progressive conclusions. I won the Koestler award for poetry and poetry anthologies in y2k and i am always concerned with how my writings can reach and positively in fluence. I only have a postal address at the moment (194 Lozells Rd., Lozells, B'ham). I would dearly love to see my stuff on your site. I think everyone can recognise pain but too few can reach positive conclusions from their suffering. Please could you send me your postal address so i could contribute to your website ?? I would be really chuffed to hear from you. Ian(aka Sniffer Dog)
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Visitor: Bart LJP Roijakkers
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Location: netherlands,but living in germany now at the moment
WebSite: no
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Contact: no
Date: Tuesday, Dec 23, 2003 at 07:53:42 (EST)
Comments: I made a mistake in my messages,some time ago.the female judge who is prob responsible for thestimo ceiver or rhic edom in my life and head since april 2000 done by PI Harlem harmenjansweg 4 haarlem netherlands,this judges name was written by my cnm goyearts antens but is correct cnm goyaerts antens ( theea becomes ae corrected) she lives in s hertogenbosch in the netherlands,or also called den bosch.easy to find with telefoon boek,or telefoon gids google nl. I do not give her adres here,so I didnt do it. I saw her 7 10 1999 and feb 2000 in the courtof shertogenbosch.she KNOWS VERY WELL THIS THING DONE RHIC EDOM STIMOCEIVER also hello to her in dutch hallo mevrouwtje cnm goyaerts(zie ook google cnm goyearts antens...)leuk dat je even gekeken hebt.na mijn brief.hier ben ik noetanoniem-veel plezier en succes gewenst bij hetkomende proces waarbijuw naam nietonvermeld zal blijven.alsook PI Haarlem en PBC en districkspsychiater(s)etc WBos MensBA RooijBGJ advocaten die naast de rand pissen.en schijten etc.niet leuk zo een rhic edom waar u tot besloottoen u uitsprak moetik er dan dwang achter zetten?nu wordt hetmijnbeurt mevrouw cnm ga te den bosch innederland doei(ba van mens de eerste toegevoegde adv van wens genoemd door rech vd steen deurne das,zou gezegd hebben met vriendelijkegroet,hoe vals ook hij hetmeende,(aldus met vriendelijke groet.in de oorlog op de rhic edom onthulling
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Visitor: AARON
Reference: a survivor related link
Location: Boston
WebSite:
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Contact: aaron_zen2004@msn.com
Date: Mon, Dec 15, 2003 at 23:55:26 (EST)
Comments: I found your site helpful and well designed. I would suggest you link with other survivor sites because this site was difficult to locate. Survivors and their allies are stronger when united. A strong survivor community not only aids in healing, it may also prevent future abuse. I feel that a more aggressive stand needs to be taken by survivors against their former abusers.
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Visitor: Jeanne Burke Davis
Reference: NJ Self Help Clearing House
Location: Bergen County, NJ
WebSite:
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Contact: fadednrgy44@cs.com
Date: Wed, Dec 10, 2003 at 11:14:57 (EST)
Comments: Tons of information I wish I didn't need to know. But I do. I survived the original, I can survive the memories. I am no longer alone, unless by choice. God is good. Thank you God. I still give you my heart.
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Visitor: Bart Roijakkers
Reference: google
Location: netherlands but now in berlin germany
WebSite:
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Date: Sat, Dec 06, 2003 at 16:16:45 (EST)
Comments: P I Haarlem prepared my food with something,so that I should sleep,(and they could do the thing(stimoceiver/rhic edom)now I have to walk my whole life with a stimoceiver etc.rhic edom. thanks for this site. and also thanks to the Lord Jesus Christ,the Mighty one.Amen(april 2000,harmenjansweg 4,haarlem the netherlands P I Haarllem) no thanks to c.n.m.goyearts antens echtercommisaris,and advocaat van mens,bios en de rooi(no thanks)
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Visitor: Bart LJP Roijakkers
Reference:
Location: the netherlands,but I live in Berlin Germany now
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Date: Sat, Dec 06, 2003 at 16:06:25 (EST)
Comments: Thanks for this site.I have seen on the internet by a search machine,that my message is on the www. google P I Haarlem,and my story about the implant which they did on april 2000 overthere(hvb P I Haarlem harmenjansweg 4 Haarelm,is to be read by everyone-thats what I want.and than this.there was a false police report bruoght forth,otherwise I would not have been in jail(4-10-1999 til 8-11-2000.the rhic-edom problem-besides,YESTERDAY NIGHR OR THIS MORNING THEY DID IT AGAIN I HAD A LOT OF ELECTRICITY ON MY EARS;BUT I prayed for long,and they cant stop that,and besides that,God blesses the one who believes one the name of Jesus Christ.in the name of Jesus Christ amen (www.lds.org)thank you.(all)
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Visitor: Amy Hernandez
Reference: web search
Location: nevada
WebSite:
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Contact: raiders@elko.net
Date: Thurs, Dec 04, 2003 at 22:24:48 (EST)
Comments: Thanks for all the helpful information on interrogation. it is a very interesting subject that i believe definitely has two sides to it, depending on how it is used. it made for an outstanding report for my corrections class.
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Visitor: B Roijakkers
Reference: goole stimoceiver etc
Location: holland
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Date: Wed, Dec 03, 2003 at 06:33:37 (EST)
Comments: hi,again,Imade a few type faults.correction: PBC utrecht collaborated/cooperated with PI Haarlem,in the netherlands,to build in me a STIMOCEIVER etc. when a couple of ninja s showed it to me,I was also almost killed. for reactions ,or doyou have the same? B Roijakkers Lietzenburgerstrasse 78 10719 Berlin Germany thank you
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Visitor: Bart L.J.P.Roijakkers
Reference: google :stimoceiver etc
Location: the netherlands,but now in berlin germany
WebSite: do not have
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Date: Wed, Dec 03, 2003 at 05:58:03 (EST)
Comments: since april 2000,the pieter baan centrum,in utrecht holland,in coopretion with HVB P I Haarlem(harmenjansweg 4 Haarlem THE NETHERLANDS,zhis last builded a stimoceiver etc rhic-edom in my head.ill be short here.most people dont believe,but a ninja has showed me it,if ve heard my own self out of a machine.(by the stimoceiver in myIT IS STILL A SECRET OPERATION AND THEY HATE IT THAT I DO KNOW (NOW)ALREADY FROM THE START SOMETHING WAS WRONG AND PAIN IN MY EARS I HAD extremely,and also the manipulation by electricity on my ears.but.nowadys I threaten they with worse things(ofcourse over the stimoceiver)a lot of people even the lds church and its prophet have got the receiver as i do call the thing they have (as a lack of knowledge) please,CAN SOMEONE TELL /SHOW ME MORE?B ROIJAKKERS LIETZENBURGERSTRASSE 78 10719 Berlin Germany.and thanks for reading and thanks for helping. God bless you,in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ Amen.(tip:www.lds.org,book of mormon etc)
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Visitor: 2bfree
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Location: Ga
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Date: Tuesday, Dec 02, 2003 at 17:39:32 (EST)
Comments: It is truly a blessing to have the opportunity to share with others about the horrific mistreatment of people who are or have been caught up in being a victim of RA...especially to get to the understnanding of the mechanics of programming & mind control... to have a voice and a place to cry out to others helps victims continue to heal from such an indescribable violation...many many thanks
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Visitor: scaudell
Reference: surfed in
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Date: Tuesday, Dec 02, 2003 at 17:26:37 (EST)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: FragMind
Reference: Search Engine
Location: Michigan
WebSite: Fragmented Mind
Web Info: Mental health issues such as: MPD/DID, dissociation, PTSD, Borderline & Avoidant Personality Disorders, Self-Harm, Cognitive Therapy, DBT, Links, More!
Contact: InsanelyHuman@isp.com
Date: Thurs, Nov 27, 2003 at 19:37:16 (EST)
Comments: This site is one of the best sites available for ritual abuse. I've not found a site that can match you on information as well as sensitivity to the survivor. I myself and a survivor of ritual abuse and, since being diagnosed with Multiple Personality Disorder, have experiences deep isolation and rejection. This site allows me to come back and remember that I'm not alone and that there is hope for my recovery. Thank you. You are saving lives that you may not even be aware of. :o)
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Visitor: Erik Rodenborg
Reference: Know this page since 1995
Location: Sweden
WebSite: kiremaj70
Web Info:
Contact: erik0570@hotmail.com
Date: Wed, Nov 26, 2003 at 11:54:34 (EST)
Comments: Dear everyone, I just want to tell you that my home page, which mainly is about ritual abuse, has changed address to http://www2.hemsida.net/kiremaj70/ The articles are in Swedish, but most of the links are in English.
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Visitor: Vlad
Reference:
Location: Ukraine
WebSite: Computer Crime Research Center
Web Info: Computer Crime Research Center
Contact: sensing@mail.zp.ua
Date: Tuesday, Nov 25, 2003 at 08:32:00 (EST)
Comments: Thank you for the interesting website.
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Visitor: Andy
Reference: Searching
Location: Omaha
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Contact: kewl@starspath.com
Date: Mon, Nov 10, 2003 at 14:09:26 (EST)
Comments: Grew up here in Omaha, Nebraska. A child of ritual abuse and other types of abuse. Was part of the milk-run (forced boy prostitution)for a while. Not something I was/am proud of. I didn't have a choice but to prostitue myself for the SET. I'm now 29 years old. I have been free for about nine years now. I say free becuase it was like a prison with no escape. I'm looking to correspond with anyone. I'm a down to earth person. I didn't ask for my life to be the way it was. Now I am focused on helping others get out. email me anytime. Andy
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Visitor: Gary
Reference: Google
Location: Fraser Island Australia
WebSite: Oz Magic the Web-Site
Web Info: Australia Adventure
Contact: ozmagictours@yahoo.com
Date: Fri, Oct 31, 2003 at 23:53:36 (EST)
Comments: Chilling stuff!
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Visitor: BIanca
Reference: Surfed
Location: South Australia
WebSite:
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Contact: www.spanishbutterflyau@yahoo
Date: Wed, Oct 22, 2003 at 02:34:46 (EDT)
Comments: God bless you all!!!!!!
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Visitor: Noelene
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Location: Australia
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Contact: noels42@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, Dec 31, 2002 at 15:45:15 (EST)
Comments: I found a lot of this information useful.
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Visitor: John
Reference: Search Engine
Location: UK
WebSite: KFS
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Date: Tuesday, Dec 24, 2002 at 08:37:27 (EST)
Visitor: candy
Reference: validation
Location: virginia
WebSite: n/a
Web Info: n/a
Contact: candico33@cs.com
Date: Thurs, Dec 19, 2002 at 04:49:35 (EST)
Comments: i found this site very interesting. i am a survivor and finally decided to look cult abuse up.I am in the prossess of getting to know more about this kind of abuse.Not a lot of people like to dicuss it. keep up the good work.
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Visitor: moon
Reference: looking for support with RA-search engine
Location: Ontario
WebSite:
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Date: Wed, Dec 18, 2002 at 15:27:41 (EST)
Comments: Thankyou I can't express how important it is to have survivor 'positive' info. with RA. Silence is like a death sentence. One of many. Thankyou for having this site.
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Visitor: Charlie
Reference: By accident or maybe I was directed here.
Location: Maryland
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact: charlieski@hotmail.com
Date: Mon, Dec 16, 2002 at 23:55:17 (EST)
Comments: I believe that this horrible phenomenon is real. It must absolutely be stopped in all of its forms. Nobody has any right to harm another person in this manner. It seems to me that the issue is being sweeped under the rug by the mainstream. There seems to be a level of denial about it. To anyone ever victimized: I feel for you and I will pray for you. No force in the universe is stronger than God. To heal you can say the Our Father. Say it as long as you can and take it deeply within you. You may have to pray for one whole hour to repair any emotional trama you may feel. Release any negativity inside you and offer it up to God. You can ask Lord Jesus for help. He is your friend and he will help you if you ask him. The healing power of prayer is very strong, but it does require some repetition to go deep within yourself and purge negative energies.
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Visitor: ford
Reference: library computer
Location: scranton pa
WebSite: none
Web Info: none
Contact: none
Date: Sun, Dec 15, 2002 at 15:26:05 (EST)
Comments: please send any info. you can re; good programs as close to the scranton pennsylvania area to me a close someone i have no doubt suffers from such and does not know or share yet so much or have hope for help he is a very good person will want help and deserves a chance please any info relevant is really really so much appreciated please send to me anna ford 424 wyoming ave scranton pa 18503 apt 410 424 wyoming ave apt 410
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Visitor: nikki
Reference: yahoo groups
Location: Canada
WebSite:
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Contact: nikk@golden.net
Date: Wed, Dec 11, 2002 at 22:35:19 (EST)
Comments: I am an S.R.A. Survivor...I found your website very helpful and I could identify with alot of your info...I thankyou from the bottom of my heart for having a page like this...hopefully one day the world will accept this and stop covering the truth up with deception and denial...nikki
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Visitor: Lily
Reference: More than Conquerers link
Location: USA
WebSite:
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Date: Wed, Dec 04, 2002 at 03:08:21 (EST)
Comments: It occurs to me that in my first post/rant, some might get the idea that I am a false memory case because I spoke of researching all these things to figure out my problems/symptoms and to find relief before really knowing WHAT my problem really is and where it came from. Well, my fragmented issues and memories are coming up fast, and I only recently knew about the connection between these categories of illness and what I have been suffering. The reason it took me so long to find this connection and know it is the correct one, is because I not only did not want to know there was more to it, I did not want to increase my suffering and confusion by falling into, or be pushed into, a false memory trap. To be fair, if there are bad people in all arenas, there can be some good people in the false memory groups, trying just as hard to genuinely help people. Any group is vulnerable to corruption. I don't know enough to make a proper judgement on whether false memories exist, I just didn't need any more forks in the road, as I am already very lost. At this point, it could be SRA, RA, DID, Mind Control using alien abduction scenarios as their cover, aliens using Mind Control as their cover, false memory groups planting lies via mind controlor, or any mixture of the above. All I know, is that I'm hurting, fragmented, and falling down the rabbit hole faster than I can run, and I'm scared as hell. I want answers and relief, and will pursue them, with caution and research, anywhere I can find them. Anyone in this much chronic torment will attest to the need, to just find some help. Even if it is tiny baby steps toward just one more piece of the puzzle. Even finding a false piece, helps, because you can eliminate a blind alley and go in a new direction. Thanks again for reading these long rants. Once I'm settled on these type of sites, I won't have to write a novel just to get it off my chest and feel safe. Gotta do what I gotta do. - Lily
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Visitor: Lily
Reference: link from More than Conquerers-RA Network
Location: USA
WebSite: N/A
Web Info: N/A
Contact: Not brave enough to post this yet.
Date: Tuesday, Dec 03, 2002 at 21:03:45 (EST)
Comments: Hi, just found you guys, and not a moment too soon. I have been searching for me all my life, with no luck. I haven't had the flashbacks or actual RA memories - yet, but feel they are on their way. Had many doctors/clergy, etc., say the same things are you sure you haven't ever been raped/abused?, etc. Am on disability for PTSD/major depression/chronic fatigue among other things, and am very isolated now. Fought hard not to lose my sense of connectedness and being part of society, but with low income, no car and bad health, it just faded away despite my best efforts, leaving me feeling terrible about myself, and very confused. Learned about RA and DID and Electromagnetic Mind Control, and relate to most symptoms, except the ones where you actually remember specifics. Lots of time lapses, however. Had a corporate career, good lifestyle, Deacon in the church, etc., then it slowly all fell apart. That was many years ago, and as I told Jeannie, I believe some part of me is leaving breadcrumbs for me to follow so I can find the core of all this, before (and instead of) suicide. I began painting and poetry (which I never did before, although I am a creative type) in 1995 or so, and feel these were/are sort of prophetic messages from my soul, trying gently to help me heal. For the last year or so things have been especially rageful/isolating, in cycles that are getting more intense and of greater frequency. Don't trust anyone, and have alienated most everyone I know. Still have a few friends, but don't feel safe telling them what I think is really wrong with me. Now that I've found this site, I feel stronger, like I have a family of kindred spirits to share the process fear, and pain with. I am going to submit some poetry and art to the site, to both express myself in a safe place, and also to hopefully help someone else relate. The art I found on this site is wonderful, and the poetry is awesome. I knew right away that this was a safe place for me. I am feeling a little odd about not having had the distinct multiple personalitiy types, or actual memories, but I can feel them coming up (the memories), and I sense that my soul has been preparing me for hitting the core (as I call it) with a support system in place first. All my poetry and paintings came at times of great trauma, when I thought the core was going to be exposed, but back then I know (and so did some part of me) that I couldn't have handles it then. The art/poetry seemed to buffer it and help me see things I didn't see before, in preparation I think. I am grateful for that, as I don't think I'd be here if the core had just opened up raw. I still fear it, but am tired of being so impotent and sad. This is my first post, and I was prompted to join in after reading Scottie's entry on the Creative Corner's Spirituality page. Exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you Scottie! And thank all of you, for your courage and contributions so that people like me can survive to perhaps live a happier life, and/or help others to do the same. I asked Jeannie in an email about something else, that I think I'll post here for feedback. Has anyone ever had their pets (especially cats) chase energies around your place? My two kittys do. Mostly as I awake from deeper sleep (a rare thing), like a dream popped out of my head on awakening and they chase something right to the window (as if it's trying to leave before it's exposed?), then they chase it into the corners and stare up at the ceiling. For those of you who know cat behavior, there are no puffy-tails or anything indicating fear, but they are very aggitated with it. I used to be afraid, but because I trust their little angel hearts, I am now not afraid either, and have even said out loud: yeah, you better hide, because whatever you are, we're on to you, and you're not important enough to waste our time or emotions on. I have considered it might be a possible good or benevolent whatever, but don't know. What I do know, is normal cat behaviors and sounds, and these are not normal. I have read in science journals also, that cats can see energy. Rupert Sheldrake has a new book I'd like to read that shares his research on animal anomalies within the supernatural realm, and what he calls morphic resonance abilities, beyond our 5 senses. Anyway, just FYI to you; and I would appreciate any feedback, if someone has had experience with this. Maybe this is the case for ALL animals, much like the dog in the Poltergiest movie. My cats do exactly the same things (except do tricks - cats have more dignity than that - ha, just kidding, I LOVE AND RESPECT ALL animals. Don't think I'd still be here if it weren't for them.) Well, I am having an enormous amount of coincidental and RA/DID material wafting up through my subconscious lately, so I'll post more as I need to. I'm a little scared of what might be coming, but desperately need some relief. Also researching/studying Freemasonry. My maternal grandfather was a 32nd degree mason. Lots of things are tying in. Thanks everybody for being here, and best wishes to you all in your healing journey. Hope we can all hang in there together, to see a better day. So take care, - Lily
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Visitor: Lee Borders-Michaelsen
Reference: search engine
Location: Grand Rapids, Michigan
WebSite:
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Contact: lee.borders@sbcglobal.net
Date: Sun, Nov 24, 2002 at 20:49:14 (EST)
Comments: I'm really glad that I've found this page. I have been struggling with ritual abuse issues and a lot of other pages discouraged me by doubting the validity of ritual abuse. In short,they were telling me the my past and my memories were a lie. I'm just glad that now I have some validation of what I went through and that there are others out there like me who seek the truth and overcome their issues.
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Visitor: sandy
Reference: I`m writing an essay about ``Satan``
Location: Germany
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Date: Sun, Nov 17, 2002 at 03:21:57 (EST)
Comments: I`m only 13 but this page helped me very much!!!
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Visitor: Selengi Rice
Reference: from google
Location: australia
WebSite:
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Contact: lizardgrooves@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, Nov 12, 2002 at 17:15:59 (EST)
Comments: I am looking to find a therapist in the San Fransisco or Bay area whom is an expert on RA. I am writing my thesis on RA and want to do an interview with an expert. Could you please email me any therapist names you are familiar with in my area. Thankyou.
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Visitor: lydia
Reference:
Location: nederland
WebSite:
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Contact: chanoutje@hotmail.com
Date: Fri, Nov 01, 2002 at 11:52:38 (EST)
Comments: HALLO WAT IS DIT VOOR GELUL!!!! SATANISTEN HEBBEN OOK REGELS HOOR! 2 VAN DIE REGELS ZIJN: MAAK GEEN SEXUELE TOENADERING, TENZIJ EEN TAKEN VAN DE ANDERE ZIJDE IS GEGEVEN EN MISHANDEL GEEN KINDEREN WAT LULLE JULLIE DAN DAT SATANISTEN DAT DOEN!!!! JE MOET JE EERST SATANISTEN KUNNEN SNAPPEN WIL JE ER IETS OVER OP INDERNET OP ZETTE!!! BEK HOUDE DUS
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Visitor: Cindy McCaleb
Reference: searching info on MPD
Location: USA
WebSite:
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Contact: cmccaleb@hilconet.com
Date: Wed, Oct 30, 2002 at 00:43:42 (EST)
Comments: I owned and operated a Christian bookstore for many years and I am familiar with almost all of these books and authors. Several of these authors have been proven to exagerate, and be outright liars. There is no shred of evidence to corroborate anything in the books by Rebecca Brown ( if she really exists!) MIKE WARNKE AND LAUREN STRATFORD HAVE BOTH CONFESSED TO MANUFACTURING THEIR STORIES. Scot Peck's book is from a New Age perspective, not Biblical Christianity. You are not doing anyone a service by listing these as sources for anything.
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Visitor: esseyejay
Reference: google search
Location: midwest
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Contact: esseyejay@yahoo.com
Date: Mon, Oct 28, 2002 at 19:32:38 (EST)
Comments: This will probably seem to be a very petty remark, however, it is important to me, so I will speak it. I certainly mean no disrespect. In the FAQ there is a section called WHAT IS MULTIPLICITY? The response begins, If abuse is severe enough... To a survivor who is not a multiple, such as myself, this is a very slighting remark. Just because I am not a multiple does not mean that my abuse was 'any less than' what others went through. We are ALL creative individuals, who dealt with this horror in WHATEVER way worked. Thanks for very for the site and for the information that is available.
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Visitor: Cynthia Niles Rumford
Reference: internet search
Location: US
WebSite: Survivors of Sri Chinmoy Center
Web Info: Cult Survivors of guru Sri Chinmoy
Contact: ckgisaliar@yahoo.com
Date: Sat, Oct 19, 2002 at 16:41:57 (EDT)
Comments: Thank for this helpful and encouraging website
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Visitor: charlotte north
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Date: Sun, Oct 06, 2002 at 08:16:41 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: charlotte north
Reference: op zoek naar info over d.i.s.
Location: holland
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Contact: veelzijdig@tomaatnet.nl
Date: Sun, Oct 06, 2002 at 08:02:29 (EDT)
Visitor: jacki
Reference: looked up abused poetry
Location: jax fl
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Contact: missgreeneyes20012000@yahoo.com
Date: Tuesday, Oct 01, 2002 at 02:57:33 (EDT)
Comments: abused angel made me cry for i to have said that same prayer many times and often wonder why god does not here me...
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Visitor: John Mchoskey, Ph.D.
Reference: searched
Location: ypsilanti, mi
WebSite: don't have one
Web Info: none
Contact: jmchoskey@netscape.net
Date: Sun, Sep 15, 2002 at 20:34:12 (EDT)
Comments: your website is informative and important, thanks much!
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Visitor: Donna Westbrook
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Date: Sun, Sep 15, 2002 at 16:36:34 (EDT)
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Visitor: Mathias Geudens
Reference: Through a dutch club about Ritual Abuse and DIS/MPS
Location: The Netherlands
WebSite: Het domein van de slang (=the domain of the snake)
Web Info: The christian view on occultism (wicca!)
Contact: terruwe-baars@kerkennet.nl
Date: Fri, Sep 13, 2002 at 14:11:13 (EDT)
Comments: I am a catholic priest. I am helping people and give information about the christian view about occultism. I, myself have a club in the english and dutch laguage about this.
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Visitor: evilINdisguise
Reference: google.de
Location: germany
WebSite:
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Contact: lady_succubus@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, Sep 10, 2002 at 08:06:40 (EDT)
Comments: hi everyone, i'm just passing by here and blahblah might be a nice site if it interested me, but actually i wanted to critizise it. you put in a wrong fact, which is, that satans followers abuse ppl. i think that can absolutely NOT be true and u shouldn't judge so quickly. ppl who take part in rituals belong to the OCCULT side, which is often mistaken for satanism. i think you should read up on that!! btw every day, that no-one dies, is not a success but an abnormality of nature. death is natural, killing is natural, and if everyone on this fuck all world would go their way, everything would be FINE! watch out and take care of urself, coz no-one else will... WE WILL GO OUR WAY, AND WE WILL GO A LONG WAY, BECAUSE WE DO WHAT WE WANT, WE ARE NOT BOUND WE ARE FREE. thats to u, suckers
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Visitor: Erik Rodenborg
Reference: Already know it
Location: Sweden
WebSite: Kiremaj70
Web Info: In Swedish
Contact: erik0570@hotmail.com
Date: Sat, Aug 10, 2002 at 08:26:34 (EDT)
Comments: Hi I want to tell that I have begun to create a home page (in Swedish, but most of the links is in English). There is even a link to Ritual abuse, ritual crime and healing. See http://www21.brinkster.com/kiremaj70/
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Visitor: Isaiah40
Reference: webring
Location: USA
WebSite: Reaching For Another Heaven
Web Info: Surviving Spiritual Abuse
Contact: isaiah40@isaiah40.addr.com
Date: Tuesday, Aug 06, 2002 at 10:27:52 (EDT)
Comments: You have a wonderful and imformative site. Keep up the fantastic work for survivors. You are invited to stop by and visit my site sometime. :) Peace, Isaiah40
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Visitor: Sherbear
Reference: You hurt my hurt
Location: Asheville, NC
WebSite: Labyrinth Of People
Web Info: Multiple Personality Disorder support and understanding
Contact: sherbearc@earthlink.net
Date: Sat, Aug 03, 2002 at 20:54:27 (EDT)
Comments: Your site is very helpful. I found something that has helped me key into something I've obsessed with for many years. Eyes. I am constantly drawing eyes or getting fearful about people's eyes. If you could explain this to me I would really appreciate it. I was told that is something masonic but I'm not sure that's what's going on. Thanks and keep up the great work!
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Visitor: Kire
Reference: By searching internet back in 95
Location: Sweden
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Date: Sat, Jul 27, 2002 at 13:18:07 (EDT)
Comments: I discovered this site back in 1995, and it was quite wonderful. It was very informative, and balanced and not fanatic at all. And it still is the first internet page I would recomend to survivors and their friends. Its collection of web addresses and its book list make it not only a home page, but some kind of search engine as well. As for those who has accused this page for not realizing that there are false accusations and so on I have two things to say. First, I think that the numbers of false accusations of ritual abuse are very much exagerated. If you look at many of the cases were it is claimed that the accusations are false, you will soon discover disturbing facts, that clearly points in the opposite direction - that is, that the ritual abuse probably war very real indeed. We must realize that there is a whole industry in debunking accusations and in many cases it is very easy to show how parts of this industry have ties with paedophile networks. Secondly, there is a lot of pages who are trying to prove that ritual abuse don't exist, and they are indeed hurting survivors. For those who think that satanist abuse is a myth I want to say this. As all know, there is a lot of proved cases of abuse by catholic priests. And there are indeed many cases of abuse commited by people from all religions as well as by atheists. And satanism defintely exist as a religous current. If you claim that there could be no such thing as satanist abuse you really must think that of all people in the world, those who openly worship the symbols of evil and destruction will be the only religous current where no one ever abuse children! So, you say, one can admit that christians or muslims or jews or hindus or buddhists, religion that praises altruism and love, abuse children but never, never, never a satanist! Because satanists, of all people, will never abuse a child! To the contrary, I think satanism could well be the perfest ideology for those who are sadists, paedophiles and so on. That does not mean that all satanists abuse or that the official satanists abuse children at their meetings. Of cource not. I just want to say that this ideology very well could be used as a superstructure by those who want to hurt others.
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Visitor: Tonya
Reference: surfed in
Location:
WebSite: Women Of Strength Inner Beauty
Web Info:
Contact: diggers@wosib.org
Date: Sun, Jul 21, 2002 at 00:41:00 (EDT)
Comments: We would like to invite you to join our site.
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Visitor: Jeannie
Reference:
Location:
WebSite: Ritual Abuse, Ritual Crime, and Healing
Web Info:
Contact: info@ra-info..org
Date: Fri, Jul 19, 2002 at 12:12:32 (EDT)
Comments: Wicca hat nichts mit Satanismus zu tun! means Wicca has nothing to do with satanism. Wicca, paganism, neo-paganism, is *not* a satanic belief system. Any more than is Christianity. However, satanism, centuries ago, stole and perverted both pagan and Christian beliefs and sacred days. I think the FAQ is pretty clear on this. Jeannie
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Visitor: Zoisite
Reference:
Location:
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Date: Wed, Jul 17, 2002 at 04:10:33 (EDT)
Comments: Wicca hat nichts mit Satanismus zu tun!
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Visitor: Robert A. VanderHorst
Reference: Surfing Net
Location: Toledo Ohio
WebSite: None
Web Info:
Contact: cultcop@buckeye-express.com
Date: Sun, Jul 14, 2002 at 22:26:04 (EDT)
Comments: I am a researcher of destructive groups and have been doing so since the mid 1970's. I have written articles regarding the same and specialize in holidays and days of observance of destructive groups. I am currently working on a book pertaining to investigation of destructive groups for law enforcement and therapists. Chapters will include undercover operations, surveillance, ritual abuse, types of destructive groups, etc. I just came across this page while surfing for new information. I am really looking for information to de-bunk the debunkers like Lanning and his friends.
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Visitor: TiaNaranja
Reference: Therapist referral
Location: South East USA
WebSite: N/A
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Sat, Jun 15, 2002 at 20:18:23 (EDT)
Comments: I appreciate the validation and insights. For those who attack, criticize and/or ridicule our plight, I'd like to see them walk a mile in my shoes and post back after they've been brutalized and dehumanized. However, I don't wish anyone harm. I just think many ppl who don't understand or believe us lack compassion, empathy and other higher human virtues. In the words of Dr. Evil from Austin Powers, they are the diet coke of evil, not the real deal.
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Visitor: guido
Reference: surfing
Location: belgium
WebSite: oo
Web Info: oo
Contact: verheydenguido@hotmail.com
Date: Mon, Jun 10, 2002 at 13:39:29 (EDT)
Comments: like to know more about this
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Visitor: S. M.
Reference: searching
Location: Iowa.
WebSite: http://community-2.webtv.net/bigorangesunrise/thedoctorwantsyouto/index.html
Web Info: Just a practice web page--funny....
Contact:
Date: Fri, May 24, 2002 at 05:30:17 (EDT)
Comments: This is a valuable and viable website for the good of people who have been victims. (and that's pretty much all of us.) .s.m.
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Visitor: Anonymous
Reference:
Location:
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Date: Thurs, May 23, 2002 at 20:25:21 (EDT)
Comments: You would do a great service if you paid more attention to the lives that have been thrown into turmoil by false accusations of ritual abuse. There's a lot of information about this phenomina out there -- the fact that you almost completely ignore the possibility means you could be contributing to ruining someone's life. The fact that you can simply state, in the Edenton, NC case Some children allege Privott dressed as a pirate and took them on a boat where they said he molested them, and that he killed babies and fed them to sharks in a tank, is disturbing. Evidence like this should raise major red flags about the credibility of other testimony. It's very likely that the lives of several upstanding citizens and their families were needlessly shattered by overeager prosecution in the Edenton cases. It's stunning to see the differences between your coverage of the case and the actual facts -- the case is closed, all charages have been dismissed (including subsequent charges you alledge are still pending). Yet your site could easily be the catalyst in another round of hystera that ruins more lives. You really need to work at being more objective.
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Visitor: P. Emerson Williams
Reference: A desperate search
Location: I can't remember.
WebSite: Center Of Pestilence
Web Info: Part holyman, part becoming what i fear.........
Contact: peter@choronzon333.zzn.com
Date: Thurs, May 23, 2002 at 00:49:58 (EDT)
Comments: Fragmented, no longer afraid. They formed me, then turned me loose, a golem. limitless abysses have I crossed, countless battles lie behind me. Fear can exist no longer: it has all been done to me already. Fear is theirs. I remember. All is naught/All is love
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Visitor: Mary Laura English
Reference: AOL
Location: Vancouver, WA
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: mlenglish1@juno.com
Date: Thurs, Apr 11, 2002 at 02:19:08 (EDT)
Comments: Looks great. I will refer my readers to your web site.
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Visitor: james sudol
Reference: 15 minutes of fame
Location: new jersey
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: sudoljpj@hotmail.com
Date: Wed, Apr 03, 2002 at 19:38:39 (EST)
Comments: My school counselors used hypnosis on me and it is met with disbelief. The person who spoke of MKUltra, artichoke-bluebird, gives me understanding because he was met with a yea right undertone. Maybe you can help me but I doubt it.
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Visitor: Michael M
Reference: links from other sites, first from contact with survivors
Location:
WebSite: It is a website for young people who are interested in the study of the Urantia Book
Web Info:
Contact: himike@swipnet.se
Date: Tuesday, Mar 26, 2002 at 10:34:41 (EST)
Comments: I am so moved and indignant about what is hapening and the worste part is the way society is so lacking in resolve in dealing with these problems, more or less turning their backs on it in denial or indifference. I feel more moved by this field of study and desire to help than any. I plan to continue to study and try to figure out what I can do to help through maybe becoming a therapist, journalist, and or investigator. (going back to school soon and will see there) P.1891 - §1 Shrewd, wicked, and designing men are not to be permitted to organize themselves for the exploitation and oppression of those who, because of their idealism, are not disposed to resort to force for self-protection or for the furtherance of their laudable life projects. (a quote from a the Urantia Book, a book I've recieved much inspiration and hope from) Whatever your paths to help heal yourselves and/our our world one step at a time, you are in my prayers.
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Visitor: Jennifer
Reference: not sure . . .
Location: Sacramento
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: tgrrific1@aol.com
Date: Thurs, Mar 14, 2002 at 02:23:31 (EST)
Comments: thank you . . .
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Visitor: marlin
Reference: addy from chrisitan site
Location: georgia usa
WebSite: msn
Web Info: from abused chrisitian men and women
Contact: marlinfletcher@msn.com
Date: Fri, Mar 08, 2002 at 03:56:08 (EST)
Comments: try to yell and scream to shock back to reality
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Visitor: Natalie
Reference: link from Survivorship
Location: Ohio
WebSite: don't have one
Web Info:
Contact: nmancer@asarian.org
Date: Tuesday, Mar 05, 2002 at 12:07:34 (EST)
Comments: My my my, Daemon, aren't we the cowardly and incapable of reading for comprehension? Posting like so many other weaklings who don't stand up for their convictions, hiding behind anonymity; taking information out of context in a pathetic attempt to get a rise out of others. Yawn. How cliche, formulaic, and pathetic. *flick*
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Visitor: Daemon
Reference: Was looking for misleading propaganda
Location: The land of open and informed minds
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Sun, Mar 03, 2002 at 19:44:22 (EST)
Comments: My my, aren't we the self-righteous? Do any of you actually understand the precepts of Wicca, Satanism, or any of the other cults (most of which happen to be certified religions according to the United States Government) you seem to think do these things? Hmm...I thought not. I won't rant, I won't bash, but you people certainly need to get a grip on reality here.
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Visitor: NADIDE
Reference: SULTAN
Location: BALKAN
WebSite: THE BALKAN RULEZ
Web Info:
Contact: nadidebalkans@gmx.li
Date: Tuesday, Feb 05, 2002 at 06:38:04 (EST)
Comments: BIN GEGEN RECHTS GEGEN SATANISMUS GEGEN OKKULTISMUS GEGEN SPIRITISMUS ............FÜR -------------KOMMUNISMUS!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Visitor: Bianca
Reference: I found this site under RSA.
Location: South Australia
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: Spanishbutterflyau@Yahoo.com.au
Date: Mon, Feb 04, 2002 at 23:24:31 (EST)
Comments: Thank you so much for this site. It has helped me realise that i'm not the only one struggling with being abused.I have DID,MPd and self harm. Before this I thought know one knew what I was feeling, I wanted to die,to kill myself. Thank you for helping me see the truth that life is worth living no matter what your going through. Thanks again and God bless.Bianca
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Visitor: Christopher
Reference: my friend is a satanic
Location: Germany
WebSite: no
Web Info: no
Contact: Christopher123@caramail.com
Date: Mon, Feb 04, 2002 at 06:50:11 (EST)
Comments: I Don't know the truth between the SATAN, CHRIST ,and ISlam BUT SATAN IS THE BEST
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Visitor: kellen
Reference: refurd by these :csrm, sos and info-cult (montreal, quebec )
Location: canada (quebec)
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: gggo15@hotmail .com
Date: Thurs, Jan 31, 2002 at 13:32:23 (EST)
Comments: i'm a rituel abuse surviver. your homepage help me a lot .
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Visitor: Joyce Reagan
Reference: from a search list
Location: glendale AZ
WebSite: start.earthlink.net
Web Info:
Contact: joycereagan@earthlink.net
Date: Mon, Jan 28, 2002 at 15:09:52 (EST)
Comments: I was sexually abused as a child and I have depressionselfharm mpd did
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Visitor: Judy Rutledge
Reference: Looking for help-mental h matters
Location: Daingerfield TX
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: jlrtx@yahoo.com
Date: Mon, Jan 21, 2002 at 14:36:15 (EST)
Comments: I am a n abuse survivor-ritual satanic. I am D.I.D and Im very isolated and having a very hard time.Just needed to reach out and find some support.Thanks Judy
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Visitor: Valerie
Reference: I was searching for information of satanism
Location: The Netherlands
WebSite: I don't have one
Web Info:
Contact: eternal_ik@hotmail.com
Date: Thurs, Jan 17, 2002 at 10:37:34 (EST)
Comments: i think this is an informatic page! You can learn something from it and find a lot of information
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Visitor: fantasticjack
Reference: ask.com
Location: california
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: www.fantasticjack@hotmail.com
Date: Sat, Jan 12, 2002 at 02:26:03 (EST)
Comments: would love to be involved with project.
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Visitor: sheila blais
Reference: looking for Jean Riseman
Location: New York
WebSite: sheilablais@yahoo.com
Web Info:
Contact: sheilablais@yahoo.com
Date: Wed, Jan 09, 2002 at 21:09:32 (EST)
Comments: Thanks fo the help. It has been a while since I needed to be reminded....
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Visitor: Thelma L. Harvey
Reference: by surfing
Location: Delaware
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: Harveyartema @aol.com
Date: Wed, Dec 19, 2001 at 21:51:07 (EST)
Comments: I think that this web site is terrific for assistance us in our healing process.
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Visitor: homaira shamloonia
Reference: take job visa
Location: iran
WebSite: 145 -floor one-blook 13-type B-hormozan-bandar Abass
Web Info:
Contact: hshamloonia@yahoo.com
Date: Mon, Dec 03, 2001 at 08:42:25 (EST)
Comments: I'm anurse.35y.o.singl. I've been working in internal ward in hospital.I graguated 5 years ago.I teach to nursing student.please send to me some information. sin yours homaira
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Visitor: Sanfu Drat
Reference: From the www.TraumaSurvival.org search engine.
Location: Yorkshire, England
WebSite: Crazy people Incorporated
Web Info: A complete musical dealing about a dissociative abuse survivor.
Contact: snafu@crazypeopleincorporated.co.uk
Date: Mon, Nov 12, 2001 at 00:43:23 (EST)
Comments: Arguably one of the most useful and thought provoking RA resources I have ever seen. Your Ritual Abuse FAQ in particular is totally frank and devoid of all traces of sensationalism that all to often makes the facts about ritual abuse so hard to research and believe. Sanfu Drat.
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Visitor: rev.tee andrews
Reference: searches
Location: bloomington indiana
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: broomhandle3@yahoo.com
Date: Wed, Oct 31, 2001 at 11:06:48 (EST)
Comments: would love to hear from other healing survivors of generational sra/mpd. i also help teach about the above at IU Criminology Feminist Justice Classes for quite a few years nowe! :) People are listening and believing us... :)trhanks i use emails at library computers anyone know how we can get a free computer/printer/supplies?? love and prayers tee and zoocrew
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Visitor: Hilary Travller
Reference: Via Google search engine.
Location: England
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: hilary_traveller@hotmail.com
Date: Thurs, Oct 25, 2001 at 16:35:09 (EDT)
Comments: An excellent resource site, very clearly laid out. I have recommended it to others in the UK. It is so helpful to have positive on-line help about RA. Thank you so much for your time and effort in this most difficult of areas. I have e-mailed you privately. Peace & Love from Hilary Traveller
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Visitor: Vladimir Golubev
Reference: Internet
Location: Ukraine
WebSite: Computer Crime Problems Research Center
Web Info: Computer Crime Problems Research Center
Contact: golubev_061949@yahoo.com
Date: Tuesday, Oct 23, 2001 at 07:25:57 (EDT)
Comments: Hi, I liked your Site and I had found lot of helpful information for myself I invite to cooperation of scientists and experts, whisch are interested in the problem of combating computer crime.
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Visitor: shiny
Reference: Suchmaschine
Location: Saarland
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Sat, Oct 13, 2001 at 06:10:26 (EDT)
Comments: Ich muss für Reli Fragen zum Satanismus beantworten und diese Seite ist dafür echt ideal!Mal sehen welche Note es wird. Danke
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Visitor: maggie
Reference: yahoogroups for deprogramming files
Location: ny
WebSite: Are Now Known
Web Info: just me talking about my hurts and trying to understand my feelings
Contact: lil_big_dreamer@hotmail.com
Date: Sat, Oct 13, 2001 at 03:01:44 (EDT)
Comments: *just sits here and cries*
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Visitor: dennis baker
Reference: my wife told me of this site
Location: London
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: ulrikeb@lineone,net
Date: Fri, Oct 12, 2001 at 21:42:36 (EDT)
Comments: dear sir/madam, i know this is probally not the right web page to write about this sort of stuff, but im not to good with computers I am writing to tell you of the pain and heart ache that i have been suffering for the past twenty or so years. It all began when i lived in london on an estate called The ' Rockingham Estate'. I was all but seven or eight years of age, if not younger. During the seventies every body on the estate knew every body and so it was like one big happy family. Except my mother who was going through a difficult time with my real father,ie he used to beat her up every week after a drinking binge, so that she would end up black and blue in hospital, but also my two sisters and myself. Being a heavy drinker that he was, we used to wonder when the next beating would come, and when. It was during this turbilant time that i befriened some guy, (the name of which i cannot remember), who was known to our family as a so called friend, One day when i was playing with my friend he asked if i wanted to come into his house, being so young, and the fact that we knew him i went. Much of what happened next is a bit of of a blur, I do remember that we did kiss and that he did fondle me in my private parts, and that he made me give him oral sex, and that he would do the same to me and we did other things as well. I thought of knew that it was wrong but i didn't tell anyone for fear of being in the wrong and also I suppose with my mum still being beaten by dad, i thought that maybe this so called friend was giving me the sort of love and attention that i so wanted. Did i kwow what i was really doing? Well i did keep going back to his house where we would do things. The one time that really sticks in my mind is that one time he told me to stand on a chair in the living room this i did and he gave me model of an airfix model of the famous Red Arrows air plane. He then procced to pull down my trousers and pants down and preform oral sex. Me i didnt really care, if that is the right the words, for i had got a toy. And so my mum eventually got divorced from my dad and we moved away. Later on in life i joined the army in 1983, but got out in 1988 as the i reallised that the army just wasnt for me.And so doing a few other jobs in civvie street i soon came to realise that i really missed being in the army, and so joined backup agian. It was this time while posted to Germany that i met my wife, who i love and adore. the wedding was a quite afair, with just her family and one of my siters being there.And so i hoped would be a life long relationship.we had by then two children prior to us being married. In 1996 my wife was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis.It was one time that she was in hospital that i took the kids for a visit to see her.when we got there she asked if the kids were all right i replied that every thing was ok,(call it womens intuition but she knew that something was wrong with the kids).To cut along story short both my kids had been sexually assulted by a older boy. The police and army welfare were involed but because i didnt stand by my wife and that i didnt believe my kids at the time. nothing was done . since this has happened to my kids my wife has been the strong one who has contiued to seek help and advice while i am hiding and hoping that it would go away. As it stands at the moment my marrige to this incredibly strong minded women is on the rocks and could go worse. Hopefully writing this letter will help me become a stronger person, but also a better husband and father to my kids. My kids are still seeing a child physiologist about what happened to them when i wasn't there to protect and keep them safe from harm.
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Visitor: Brown Eyes
Reference:
Location:
WebSite: Silence Whispers
Web Info:
Contact: siteowner@silencewhispers.com
Date: Sat, Sep 15, 2001 at 23:19:53 (EDT)
Comments: Learn how we can stop fueling ignorance simply by speaking out about issues that have until now been talked about in whispers, because some things are NOT better left unsaid.
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Visitor: Sally Hope
Reference: I linked to you from another site.....
Location: Seattle
WebSite: none
Web Info: none
Contact: 4victory@emailaccount.com
Date: Mon, Sep 10, 2001 at 20:49:21 (EDT)
Comments: Excellent site..I am a survivor of SRA abuse. In my on going quest to understand this sick abusive lifestyle, I am researching as much information as I can to help myself and others realize that this really exsists..I believe in my lifetime this garbage will become more exposed...More and more people are having the courage to come fourth and tell their stories of SRA and take a stand to get help. My heart and prayers go out to all of you that have suffered any part of this. This site has much information about cult abuse and the symtoms and signs this abuse causes. EXPOSURE of all forms of cult abuse will slow this crime down....
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Visitor: rev tee andrews
Reference: searching
Location: bloomington indiana
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: zoocrew3@dhearts.org
Date: Mon, Sep 10, 2001 at 14:53:04 (EDT)
Comments: i help co instruct a class at IU Children's Rights and Safety Class with prof.Hal pepinsky at IU Bloomington IND would LOVE to hear from other survivors/teams; we are so alone here; had to get restraining order from abusive husband possible divorce.. do you know of ANY support teams/workers trained in this areas besides me????????? Some so-called christian friends I worked with for 4 years theyve taken off and doing their own so-called helping survivors yet not fully equipped! Has this happened to you?? I am PO Box 486 Bloomington IND 47402 and thanks... :(
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Visitor: SNAZZY-SERVICE-PRODUCTIONS
Reference: WWW.GOOGLE.COM
Location: AMSTERDAM-THE NETHERLANDS-EUROPE
WebSite: SNAZZY-SERVICE-HUMAN-BRAINWAVE-INFO
Web Info: mindcontrol info - i am still a victim of mindcontrol
Contact: snazzy-service@caramail.com
Date: Fri, Sep 07, 2001 at 10:21:50 (EDT)
Comments: i am still a victim of mindcontrol and i got my story on internet http://www.all.lang.as more webpages http://www.s.kapteijn.com http://www.brain.freehomepage.com/favorite_links.html my vision is : it are the rich who control this mindcontrol-game world-wide , the inventors of religion & slavery (work for as less as possible) we need to cut this bull-shit , right under the face ... SNAZZY-SERVICE
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Visitor: Carol OHara
Reference: link from suite 101
Location: Georgia
WebSite: Missions and Marriages
Web Info: encouraging the marriage relationship
Contact: info@missionsandmarriages.org
Date: Fri, Aug 24, 2001 at 00:20:00 (EDT)
Comments: I came here looking for help for a friend. Thanks for all the info. I learned a lot!
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Visitor: Roberto Carbajal
Reference: E-Mail From M.C.from topica.com
Location: California by way of Texas
WebSite: Crack Cure /not up yet
Web Info:
Contact: Crackcure@yahoo.com
Date: Fri, Aug 10, 2001 at 19:00:35 (EDT)
Comments: I admire your courage.My name is Roberto Carbajal.I live at 640 S.San-Julian st.room 24 Los Angeles California 90014.Phone # 213-614-9142.This street is refered to as down town skid row.We are the test subjects of this mind control experiment because we don't use floride and no one cares what happens to us.Please make my address and phone available on the web so that all who care can see that mind control subjects are not afraid of punks and thier toy.Back to the drawing board boys.
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Visitor: Lori Field
Reference: info from therapist
Location: Michigan
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: FldJcb@aol.com
Date: Wed, Jul 25, 2001 at 15:12:17 (EDT)
Comments: I just thought I would check out your website for information on R/A as I am a survivor. I wanted to know if there are other survivors out there to share in a support group so I am checking out that site now. I am afraid of being triggered though so I will check for alters before I do this. Thanks for providing this information for people like us.
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Visitor: the ravin
Reference: by air
Location: a nother land
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: dmw2001200@aol.com
Date: Sun, Jul 08, 2001 at 16:45:27 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: NightFall
Reference: Searching for CRA Survivors
Location: CA
WebSite: NightFall Hollow
Web Info: a survivor's site
Contact:
Date: Sat, Jul 07, 2001 at 00:04:27 (EDT)
Comments: I'm a Chr*stian-Ritual Abuse Survivor. Not to be mistaken for a Ritual Abuse Suvivor who is Chr*stian.
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Visitor: Gin
Reference: Through dovelion site
Location: colorado
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: noop143@aol.com
Date: Wed, Jul 04, 2001 at 14:42:39 (EDT)
Comments: I am a survivor.
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Visitor: Ludmila Svensson
Reference: via INTIFADA ONLINE
Location: LAPONIA
WebSite: INTIFADA ONLINE
Web Info: HASTA LA VICTORIA SIEMPRE ! NO PASARAN !
Contact: svd@svd.se
Date: Wed, Jun 27, 2001 at 10:09:25 (EDT)
Comments: STOPPA BLODBADET ! STOP PALESTINIAN GENOCIDE ! En maning till solidaritetshandlingar för att stoppa blodsbadet på det palestinska folket. Endast genom internationella protester kan blodbadet få ett stopp. Det finns mycket som kan göras. Mana era organisationer att protestera, kräv att massakern omedelbart upphör, att internationella styrkor sätts in för att skydda den palestinska civilbefolkningen, att Z.O.G. lämnar de ockuperade områdena. Fördöm Z.O.G.'s chief Human Butcher Fascist SHARON's massiva mobilisering av armén mot den palestinska civilbefolkningen. Låt betydelsen av uttrycket: Om inte vi, vilka? Om inte nu, när? göra sig gällande och hörd. Palestinierna har varken stridsflyg, pansar, kärnvapen eller olja. Arabstaterna är handlingsförlamade i detta drama p g a att maktstrukturerna ser ut som dom gör i området (finansiella intressen & diktaturstater mobiliserar inte folkviljor). Palestinierna har däremot folkrätten på sin sida liksom F.N.'s otaliga resolutioner som favoriserar palestinierna; de kan dock bara förverkligas genom internationella påtryckningar. Nedan finns ett brev färdigformulerat som vänder sig till den svenska regeringen. Använd er gärna av det för att mana vår regering att agera för kraven ovan. (Kopiera brevet genom att högerklicka med musen, markera sedan texten, kopiera och klistra in i ett nytt brev. Förr eller senare ska den fascistiska skiten köras ut, kastas allt smuts til i Mediterranean; du har chansen att delta i den mänsklighetens omfattande gränslösa stolta kampen, nu! Glöm inte att underteckna med namn och eventuella organisationstillhörighet!) Väljer ni att skriva ett eget brev, tänk på att vara sakliga då möjligheterna för positiv respons blir större. Adresserna till regeringen: registrator@primeminister.ministry.se registrator@foreign.ministry.se Med vänliga hälsningar Sven Persson/Solidarity-Worldwide INTIFADA-svenska sektionen *** Till Sveriges Regering Ang. Blodbadet på det palestinska folket /PALESTINIAN GENOCIDE Jag vill att regeringen agerar för att få ett stopp på blodbadet. Antalet dödade palestinier har stigit till över 700 personer under de andra INTIFADAn. 1000-tals palestinier sårade, de flesta skjutna träffades från midjan och uppåt. Z.O.G.'s Child Murderer Fascist Chief SHARON's massiva mobilisering av armén mot den palestinska civilbefolkningen utgör ett gravt folkrättsbrott som måste fördömas. Alltför många medier har okritiskt anammat den officiella neo-judiska versionen av händelseutvecklingen (som att upproret skulle varit beordrat och religöst betingat samt ordleken med gummikulor som består av en blykula med ett halvmillimeter tunt gummihölje). Det var utrikesminister Fascist Ariel SHARON's intrång på tempelmoskén som utlöste massdemonstrationerna. (Samme Idiot Fascist SHARON som övervakade massakern på 4 000 palestinier i flyktinglägren Sabra och Shatila efter PLO's uttåg ur Libanon 1982.) Men förloppets snabba spridning och växande styrka beror inte enbart på Sharons maktdemonstration vid klippmoskén. Det som direkt föranledde upproret är maktpolitiken för den slutgiltiga lösningen på Palestinafrågan. Massdemonstrationerna är en reaktion mot Israels allt arrogantare hållning: den etniska rensningen i Qudüs (Jerusalem), den intensifierade raspolitiken i på den ockuperade delen av Palestina, den demografiska krigsföringen mot palestinierna som folk samt den ekonomiska exploateringen av de s k självstyrande palestinska områdena. Liksom andra fascistiska bödlar har den undernärda typen av bödelhunden Shimon PERES sagt nej till rätten för fördrivna palestinska flyktingar att återvända till sina hem, nej till en palestinsk stat med Qudüs som huvudstad, nej till frigivningen av samvetsfångar, nej till ett slut på konfiskeringen av jord, nej till ett slut på bosättningsbyggandet. Han har gjort det med argument från gamla testamentet, med hänvisning till Z.O.G.'s hjord-histeriska överlägsenhet, i trots mot säkerhetsrådets resolutioner och folkrätten och med hjälp av den eskalerande maktkontrollen över palestinierna. För palestiniernas del har den enda process i den USA-ledda fredsprocessen inneburit konserveringen av status quo. Därför krävs att PERES ska inte ha längre NOBEL-priset i sina smutsiga-blodiga tassar. Massdemonstrationerna har föranletts av det tilltagande förtrycket och förnedringen. Det som tagit folket ut på gatorna handlar inte om religion utan om ett motstånd mot ockupationspolitiken, mot utbyggnaden av bantustans, mot urholkningen av fredsprocessen. Och därför ligger det heller varken i ARAFAT's eller någon annans makt att få folket att sluta demonstrera. Det är U.S.A.& E.U. markets som bär huvudansvaret för det pågående blodbadet; Z.O.G.'s s.k. regeringsledamöter, som SS massakergenaralstab bär också ansvaret genom att ha gett order om beskjutningen av demonstranterna, genom den massiva mobiliseringen av armén mot civilbefolkningen. Man har satt in pansarfordon och attackhelikoptrar mot palestinska städer. Man har också skjutit raketer mot palestinska polisstationer. Den israeliska regeringens beskyllningar att palestinsk polis attackerat den neo-fascistisk/sionistiska armén är orimliga. Den palestinska polisen har inget att sätta emot Z.O.G.'s arméliknande dödspatruller. Styrkeförhållanden är minst sagt ojämna. Den palestinska polisen befinner sig i en ganska hopplös situation; i likhet med varje poliskår i världen är deras uppgift försvaret av den egna civilbefolkningen (med skillnaden att de står mot en överlägsen krigsmakt). Sverige har som medarkitekt till fredsprocessen en viktig roll att spela, moraliskt såväl som politiskt. För att Sveriges hållning i konflikten ska bli konstruktivt i dessa dagar måste man börja lägga sig i situationen. Att inte agera kritiskt mot Z.O.G.'s pågående folkrättsbrott, för att som man tidigare sagt inte störa fredsförhandlingarna, är detsamma som ett tyst medgivande till en fortsatt utveckling av blodbadet. Förutom att Sverige bör rikta en skarp protest mot den israeliska regeringen vilken bär det direkta ansvaret för händelseutvecklingen, bör Regeringen snabbt agera och verka för följande krav i E.U., F.N. och andra internationella sammanhang: - att blodbadet på den palestinska civilbefolkningen omedelbart upphör. - att konflikten liksom fredsprocessen underställs F.N.'s ramar - att internationella fredsstyrkor sätts in för att skydda den palestinska civilbefolkningen. - att Z.O.G. de facto lämnar de ockuperade områdena i enlighet med F.N.'s resolutioner. Med vänliga hälsningar, (Namn & organisationstillhörighet) *** Thanks to these Sources: http://www.aftonbladet.se/nyheter/0102/05/sharon.html http://user.tninet.se/~rqh534r/Ammars%20websida/folkresning.htm http://www.riksdagen.se/debatt/fragor/fraga.asp?rm=0001&nr=37 http://www.algonet.se/~br-punkt/mapp5/pdf/Sid129-158.pdf http://www.transnational.org/forum/meet/2000/EUpakten.html http://www.skp.se/rp_2000/nr_8/18.htm http://svenska-freds.se/vapenexport/texter/ht2000MR.PDF http://www.nemasys.com/rahome/faqs/trans_swed2.shtml http://www.kpmlr.o.se/Uttalanden/Ck/Palestina.html http://user.tninet.se/~rqh534r/Ammars%20websida/protestUD.htm http://home.bip.net/farbror.torsten/torstenindex.html?http://home.bip.net/farbror.torsten/nerds.htm http://www.riksdagen.se/debatt/protokoll/prot_frames.asp?URL=http://www.riksdagen.se/debatt/0001/prot/102/102S0045.ASP http://sydsvenskan.se/pub/hpsart2324296.html http://www.vasabladet.fi/nyheter/010420/nyhet17.html http://www.kommentar.org/arkiv/Kommentar_1990/Kommentar_90_5/Efter_Kuwaitinvasion.html http://abbc.com/forum/ http://host.bip.net/psvf/nyheter_om_palestina_p%C3%A5_svenska1.htm http://www.nysol.se/kampanj/kampanjer/1100/fred.html http://www.algonet.se/~sfol/Mouhamed.htm http://w1.182.telia.com/~u18208324/min/kontr/israel/oktob.htm http://www.palmecenter.se/nyheter/show.pl?id=468 http://www.tfrebell.se/rebell101motstand.html http://www.kms.nu/cirkel.htm http://wwwa.aftonbladet.se/vss/telegram/0,1082,55912469_UTR__,00.html http://www.riksdagen.se/debatt/9697/motioner/u/u615.htm http://www.motkraft.net/nyhetsbrev/motkraft105.txt http://www.arbetarmakt.com/nyhetsbrev/nr71.html http://www.ud.se/fragor/utrikespolitik/ http://www.stockholm.ssu.se/pal.htm http://www.etc.se/arkivet/textarkiv/Ovriga_medarbetare/at_israel.html http://rigg.aftenposten.no/nyheter/uriks/d190654.htm http://www.intsos.no/sa/sa0020.html
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Visitor: Maria Carroll
Reference: an RA survivor referred me here
Location: Europe
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Date: Fri, Jun 22, 2001 at 19:11:26 (EDT)
Comments: Thank you Jeannie and GW for putting this sight together. It has been very useful and reafirming to me. I hate it that you have to put up the opposition's views too but I guess you have to be fair too. I have only been believed by a single person; everyone else says I'm trying to get attention, and the doctors all say my scars are from accidents. Since when are scars simmetrical and shaped like upside down crosses? Thank you for all you are doing. Maria
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Visitor: corinna gielen
Reference: via univ zoeksysteem
Location: gent
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Date: Thurs, May 03, 2001 at 14:35:49 (PDT)
Comments: ik vermoed dat jij Regina bent, als ik het mis heb sorry, ik ben zelf onderlegd in het thema en zou het waarderen als je met mij contact opnam groetjes, corinna
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Visitor: nomad
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Date: Wed, Apr 11, 2001 at 15:48:59 (PDT)
Comments: Hi,my friends.Iwant to talk with you again.I read your remarks about satanists.I am telling that only JESUS can help. Read BIBLE.You canfind answers on your questions.Sun is Easter,CHRIST was risen and whoever believe in his name will be saved.Try to go to church...or read BIBLE.You can ask me who are you.Iwas victim of satanism in EUROPE.I could be member of their groups also.They practise magic with help of satan.Mind control,illusions,telepathy.They can delete your memory,steal anything from you,take wire under 220 volts without injury,make you work zombie,mind control throu phone.They like work in hospitals,police,any government jobs.Dont try prove this,because satan is prince this evil world.BUT soon CHRIST will return and you have chance be saved.Satanists will not touch you if you choose JESUS.They can kill you.BUT CHRIST told ,,DO NOT BE AFRAID,THEY CAN KILL YOUR BODY AND DO NOTHING MORE,YOUR SOUL WILL BE SAVED,, I will contact later.Wright your answers,Itelling truth till alive.I know more about satanists.LET,S talk.I WISH YOU HAPPY EASTER .
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Visitor: Daniel M Arnold
Reference: through survivorship website
Location: Shawnee Ks ,66203
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Date: Wed, Apr 04, 2001 at 18:56:44 (PDT)
Comments: Trying to locate other survivors in my area so that something can be done.My abuse happened over the phone I was told several things I wanted to forget then I was tricked into going under hypnosis and that was when the abuse began.The whole works ,they tried to program me into being a sexual deviant.. Luckily for my education that did'nt happen.Local police are not trained to handle ritualistic cults since cases aren't reported often enough.Thus they don't have the knowledge as N.Y. or L.A. I feel they have made every try to discredit me those @#$@# ! My address is 11406 W 49th Terrace Shawnee Ks,66203 please someone write will have membership to survivorship in few days ,all survivors met so far have been pre programmed so they are difficult to relate this to or are in denial as I was.I don't have a website so my only contact is through the mail. Please any one juist write this like something out of a nightmare.I am also look for therapist with knowledge of SRA.
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Visitor: ShineeStars
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Location: any town, USA
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Date: Mon, Apr 02, 2001 at 00:40:23 (PDT)
Comments: We're DID w/sra background. Really appreciated the info regarding deprogramming. ---Thanks!
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Visitor: BioHazard
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Location: Out There
WebSite: AtomicZombie.com
Web Info: Urban Hackers Unite!
Contact: biohazard@atomiczombie.com
Date: Sun, Apr 01, 2001 at 12:44:19 (PDT)
Comments: I no longer help the CIA/RCMP with mind control device creation. We show the people how to do it. If you have som info to share, go to www.atomiczombie.com Bio
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Date: Thurs, Mar 15, 2001 at 06:11:55 (PST)
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Visitor: DelDiamond
Reference: Taking Back Our Lives web ring
Location: US
WebSite: Del Diamond Abuse Survivor Site
Web Info: Abusue survivor site.
Contact: fennel@visto.com
Date: Wed, Mar 07, 2001 at 19:08:49 (PST)
Comments: Best wishes on your supportive, resoureful site. Feel free to visit mine.
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Visitor: jeannie
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Date: Mon, Mar 05, 2001 at 19:13:19 (PST)
Comments: In response to Lesion666, I'd like to point out that we are not Christians, we are librarians. Jeannie content owner
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Visitor: Lesion666
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Date: Tuesday, Feb 27, 2001 at 18:18:05 (PST)
Comments: Not everybody being satanist (like me) is misanthrophic! Dog si Natas! That's my rule! And if you don't agree...well then you don't agree! I don't care! The main thing is that everybody finds his own salvation in his own religion! Mine is 666!! I hate christianity, but i tolerate it! same should be to you as christians: tolerance towards others! Fuck intolerance (on both sides!)!
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Visitor: eleison
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Date: Sun, Feb 18, 2001 at 21:38:13 (PST)
Comments: I just wanted to tell you that your link to Sanctuary is no longer correct. They have moved to www.sanctuaryinc.org, sanctuary.spundreams.net:3333 It's my lifeline and I've seen lots of people who were helped enormously in Sanct, so I hope people can be directed to it!
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Visitor: kaysha
Reference: thru a newsletter called Team Spirit
Location: Takaka, New Zealand
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Date: Fri, Feb 02, 2001 at 20:38:15 (PST)
Comments: I seem suddenly to have come back into contact with all the stuff around my r.a. due first to the newsletter Team Spirit that I found out about, and then thru that the addresses to these web pages. Don't mind admitting I am scared about what it will bring up for me. The sites are great, very informative and I loved the artwork. The poems were very confrotational,but I knew that before I read them.
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Visitor: Melissa (one of my alters)
Reference: found you at Survivorship
Location: Hell, USA
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Date: Mon, Jan 15, 2001 at 09:30:36 (PST)
Comments: Thanks Jeannie, This site is so helpful, I am a survivor of intergenerational satanic ritual abuse, I believe I am a monarch slave of the government. I have DID, but I see it as a gift not a disability. I know a lot about the porn industry since I have been used in it since I was a baby. I have been a breeder for the satanists. What others have said here is so true, the hospitals and agencies, police etc are all involved. It is a BIG coverup by the Government. I just want people to know they are not alone in this evil, and that the satanists will NOT win. I have also lived in many Domestic Violence shelters and most if not all are involved!! Just believe the truth and the truth will set us free..............Thanks for letting me tell mine and others (who may not be able to tell) truth. Melissa
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Visitor: Sayontei
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Location: nashville, tn
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Web Info: personal site for the Wolfpacks Poetry
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Date: Wed, Jan 10, 2001 at 15:59:52 (PST)
Comments: Hi Jeannie. Wolfie
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Visitor: Maureen
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Date: Wed, Dec 27, 2000 at 23:49:48 (PST)
Comments: Thank you for providing this much needed information and bringing this into the light. Your manner of dealing with the topic was clear and direct and very healing and empowering to survivors.
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Date: Sat, Dec 09, 2000 at 07:53:57 (PST)
Comments: I'm writing trying to deal with the shock of ritual abuse from a local Catholic University here in Pgh., Duquesne. After enrolling in 3 graduate courses in the 1998 fall term, the list of abuses is too long to mention. Because I witnessed cases of abusive physical restraints on 8,9 and 10 year old Special Education students during an assignment, I was failed for the assignment and course, violently verbally abused and threatened by the coordinator of the program, a Sister of Charity. I was expelled from the graduate program and told I would be watched. I later discovered the physical restraint practices to be against PA Standards & Regulations. My contacts with the Dean and Chairman of the Dept. have been ignored and returned with lies. My letters to the Director of the State Dept. of Education about what happened were ignored. I enrolled in the University as a 4.0 student. I'm still trying to get a response on another course from that term where a grade was completely withheld. Phone calls are not returned. I've done 4.0 work for three professors, and have received ritual spiritual, psychological, economical, abuse and slaughter. My appeals to the Better Business Bureau and an attorney were ignored. The local public school district where I'm employed assigns me to Special Ed positions, low paid. I'm a single parent. Any others with similar experiences, any help-sources out there?
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Visitor: The Rt Rev Sean Manchester OSG
Reference: investigating websites
Location: England
WebSite: Holy Grail
Web Info: healing, sacraments, blessings, exorcism etc
Contact: bishopmanchester@holygrail-church.fsnet.co.uk
Date: Thurs, Dec 07, 2000 at 21:40:56 (PST)
Comments: Your inclusion of an extract from Bill Ellis' The Highgate Vampire Cemetery Hunt on your Ritual Abuse Bibliography page is bizarre, to say the least, since Ellis is a ritual abuse denier (as evident in the article you list when read in its entirety). Furthermore, the reference to my name in the extract you have reproduced is inaccurate and misleading in the extreme. Even Ellis, who has neither met nor interviewed me, now concedes that this and other references to me in his 1993 article are seriously flawed with error. Much of what is written in Ellis' article was gleaned from an interview Ellis arranged in London in 1992 with a convicted Satanist, namely David Farrant, with whom I have never shared any membership in any organisation or society (as claimed in your extract). Much of the remainder of Ellis' article originates with sensationalist press cuttings provided to him by the aforementioned Farrant. If this is your idea of a professional article on ritual abuse, it is certainly not mine. Ellis also contributes to the UK magazine Fortean Times which, by a curious coincidence, frequently promotes and advertises the Satanist David Farrant. Both the editors of Fortean Times and Farrant are ritual abuse deniers. This magazine's publisher is John Brown Publishing which also produces the depraved and pornographic Bizarre magazine that shares some of the FT bylines and editorial staff. You really ought to research these matters more thoroughly before duplicating damaging and misleading libels about those who are in the business of trying to heal and help the abused.
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Visitor: Laura Heselton
Reference: Sister sent this page to me.
Location: Alberta, Canada
WebSite: Laura's Place For Chat
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Date: Sat, Nov 25, 2000 at 18:58:15 (PST)
Comments: I myself am a survivor of ritual abuse and found these poems to be very powerful. I may add one or two if it is ok. I am 37 years old and married. Love meeting new people.
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Visitor: Jeannie
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Location: http://www.nemasys.com/rahome
WebSite: ritual abuse, ritual crime, and healing
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Date: Sun, Oct 08, 2000 at 11:50:40 (PDT)
Comments: Dear readers: Please don;t attack people for their religion. There are good and kind people in every religion. Ritual abuse is perpetrated in the name of every conceivable religion and ideology, but that does not mean that *everybody* who belongs to the religion that you were abused under is abusive. There are kind and sadistic Pagans, Catholics, Baptists, Unitarians, agnostics, everything under the sun. Judge a person by their actions, not their religion, please. Jeannie content owner
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Date: Tuesday, Sep 19, 2000 at 16:50:29 (EDT)
Comments: As a vicitm of satanic ritual abuse the abuses just keep coming. What is going on ? WHY ARE WITCHES POSTING on this site??? Come on the satanists have conrol of everything from health care to law enforcement nonservices. Give us one piece on cyberspace where we do not have to deal with witches and satanists!!! Enough is enough. WE ALL have suffered torture including the Freemasons who tortured me. The abuse suffered does not give them the right to continue in the occult and then expect my sympathies. The easy way is to serve the occult. The Illuminati will see to it witches have good jobs, nice places to live. Dare to say the torture is wrong and go against the satanists the power of hell comes against you. The cops will harass any vicitm who attempts to report the crimes. I am sick of it!!! Vile satanists want war you'll get it!!!! I remember!!!!! I know where your stinking porno planes are to haul kids off to the sex games. I know who the attorneys are. I know alot of you. I will march to the gates of hell to expose what you did to me. KEEP WITCHES OUT!!!!
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Date: Mon, Sep 18, 2000 at 16:34:21 (EDT)
Comments: I want to thank madelaine for sharing her story. I was a victim of similar sexual abuse for eight long years. Even so, I can not imagine the horror of what she had to endure. I am also walking a Pagan spiritual path. Some would consider me a Witch. I know this is hurtful to many people who have been victimized by self-professed witches. My hope though, is that we can all heal and come to understand that these monsters that hurt us are not responsible followers of any faith. Just as I pray that women who have been victimized by men (myself included) will not become prejudic against all men, I also pray that we will not let ourselves become religiously prejudice either. We must rise above this type of thinking. I can not let my experiences bind me to any particular kind of prejudice thinking. That would be like letting my tormentor win.
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Visitor: Laura
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Date: Sat, Sep 16, 2000 at 20:32:48 (EDT)
Comments: Thank you for having the courage to have this site. It's helped me let go of the last shreds of denial I've clung to for far too long.
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Visitor: MB
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Date: Sat, Sep 16, 2000 at 14:10:59 (EDT)
Comments: Madelaines's post reminds me of the satanist who tortured me. A Freemason invited me to their home. This woman who would later torture me lured me in with her horrible stories, then offered to help me, By the time she got to the blood gore stuff I was tranced out. The Freemason's lied and said they did not know this woman even though they invited her to their home and said their daugher was marrying her son??? After reading Madelaine's post I had nightmares. Admitting she was a witch is rare maybe to try to freak us out. Anyone reading further be prepared Madelaine's post is very graphic, admits she is a witch, gave me nightmares. I had the feeling I was reading the script of the satanist who tortured me as the technique was so similiar.
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Visitor: Raina
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Date: Thurs, Sep 14, 2000 at 13:01:31 (EDT)
Comments: thanks for providing me with the information I need on programming. Do you have any idea where I can find articles on spin, color and kabala and sleep programming?
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Visitor: Madelaine
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Date: Wed, Sep 13, 2000 at 18:19:43 (EDT)
Comments: Like the other stories you will read, mine was an unending litany of horror. Too much horror for one little child to hold. So I became many different little children - Dead Baby Little Annie,Gruesome. the list goes on. But I do not think of myself as suffering from Multiple-Syndrome-Disorder, I call it MP Adaptation. It's what kept me sane. And alive. And my little ones are sweet and loving -- somehow, I never split into a monster or into an addict or abuser. Why? Good Karma? Perhaps. My family was a nest of sexual, physical and emotional abusers, but the worst, the very worst. was the religious abuse. Baptists on one side, Catholics on the others, and the Cult right in the middle. My first sexual abuse happened at age 3, it was at the hands of a nun - in the back of the church while my family prayed to the god who said that children should be made to suffer. Good Christians, they read their bible and followed its laws -- authoritarian doctrine makes for good nazis. I was burned with cigarettes, punished for not being able to get a zipper down that was in the back of my cover-alls, thrown in a garbage can and left to die, whipped with electrical cord on my genitals, smashed in the face with heavy fists. And always, the never ending cant of being guilty, being full of sin, being created in sin, being damned to hell. The Baptists and Lutherens were no better. They preached and practiced the hate in which the old testament is steeped. Guilty and powerless, they took their internal hells and played them out in the lives of their children. The women were as bad as the men, although more subtle. Knowing they were 'damned by their all powerful and angry god, they had nothing to lose, and they knew their annual born again ritual ecstasies at the revival tents would wear off and they would be just as miserable and empty and sinful, so why tell the truth, why get help, why not pass it on, after all, the Bible doesn't say Suffer the little children to come on to me. it says, in the original Greek writing, Let the stupid ones follow me. Then the murders started - where does a child go when the sheriff of the county is involved? When her aunts and uncles are involved? When her church-elder grandmother is involved? I was made to participate in heinous ritualistic practices, most of which were founded on the bible - I remember being in the the Jehovah Witness Kingdom Hall and being forced to eat the flesh of a baby that had died right before birth - Of watching an Jacob and Isaac sacrifice in which a throw-away child was strangled and burned, to teach us all what hell was like. On the outside were the gullible and ignorant church-goers who paid their money and believed the lies: that there was an original sin, that they were created in evil, that they had to be saved, ad nauseum. In the middle were the Satanist, terrified - they sought to cut a deal with the God they really worshipped and feared, they were mostly the Baptists, but the Benedictines and Auginians had a big contingent too - and in the center are the Gnostics, who know it's all lies and its just about power and money. Drugs and guns. Some times the guns go to the IRA, sometimes they go to Afghanistan, sometimes they go to Idaho. The drugs come in from South America and the Orient, they travel north with the migrant workers, get sold in the cities, the guns come from Israel and Argentina, travel up through America, where a lot of money gets made on the transactions and out through Canada. No one talks about it, no-one dares. The abuse was always painful and sexual, they made me understand that I was the guilty one, that I was the one responsible for the deaths, for the murders, they washed me in the human blood, just as they washed the other children. They tortured and killed our pets, to make certain we understood what lay in store for us if we said anything, but who was there to tell? The high school principle was a member, as was his wife, and when their baby died. the county judge just looked the other way - his money cut was a big one. The girl they killed, she had gotten pregnant by incest from her father, the only Rabbi in the cult, and they cut her open as she screamed for help - I hear her screams every day - and then they cut the writhing baby into pieces and we all had to eat - we were all guilty of the murder. My memories came back spontaneously. I didn't have to have any help - I tried to commit suicide, although I didn't know why I wanted to die, I just knew I did, but as I floated in the cold water, I remembered the nuns, and the priest and what they did to Tommy. I dragged myself out of the river and went home and called for help because I realized I was doing what they wanted me to do - to murder my soul as I took my own life. I found that help but I was VERY fortunate. I now help other people who have remembered their abuse. I have found that it does no good to be just a survivor, that you have to take the energy that was tied up in all the forgetting and use it to set someone else free. Now, I am a transformer. I am also a Witch. I don't have an evil god. I don't give lip service to good and live in terror of the devil. It was the power and freedom of being a Witch that set me free, free to tell the truth. I have a graduate degree in religion from a very prestigious university on the east coast of the USA and I tell the truth about the inherent evils of monotheism and transcendent religions. I deal with eating disorders, mainly anorexia and bulimia, and have helped more than a few people get straight from drugs and alcohol as well as stop trashing their life because of the crimes other people perpetrated on them. I have sat in therapy with people who are still in the abuse - they think they are out of it, but they still attend Mass, still take their children to the Kingdom Hall's (notice how those buildings never have any windows?) still send their children to Sun school and they can't figure out why things aren't getting better. Why their kids are acting oddly. One woman had a break through in the middle of the group, she suddenly got her memories back of holding her daughter down so the minisher could rape the child, and the other members of the group ganged up on her and were so verbally abusive that I called the police. Who didn't come, but I got the woman out and together we got to the therapist who should have been on top of the situation. What do you do when the doctors and nurses in the community are part of the abuse system? I remember the girl who got saved and went home to live with her sexual abusive father, and then killed herself when he got her pregnant and the fix of being born again wore off. I watched as the cult shut down the best treatment center on the east coast - a county commissioner's daughter was getting too close to the truth. They are everywhere, and they are everybody. I was once in a center that was supposed to keep the perpetrators out and yet I recognized a priest who was guilty of molesting over a score of young parishioners (all male) but the archdiocese had gotten him off with a promise of keeping him out of parish work, yet he went back and molested again, was arrested again and this center was part of his parole! The young ex-nun sitting next to him had been beaten almost senseless by her superiors at the Convent of the Sisters of Mercy, and she fainted when she saw him and recognized him. And then tried to kill herself with a ring off the water faucet that night. And the Amish children who are beaten and bloodied and sexually molested but no one dares say anything because that would be religious prejudice! But no-one comes close to the abuse handed out by the Christian fundamentalists! I personally know over twenty people who were hideously tortured, molested, beaten, made to kiss the belt or the wire cord, and then taken to church to sing the glories of Jehovah! People who have been saved again and again, and born again countless times, and still abuse their own children, until something happens to break them free. I have scars all over my body - I have scars all over my mind - but my soul is free and beautiful. I was never damned and I never needed to repent of anything. I was never created in sin - my creation was in truth and beauty. I don't need forgiveness for being a human being, I don't need to transcend the wonderful gift that is my human body. I don't need to get right with god- I have always been in the Heart of Divinity. The Gods love and respect us, there is no Evil God, no demons, no monsters, except in the pulpits and the sacristies, and the mosques and the synagogs all over the world. Where-ever they teach submission and obedience, the life-hating soul-murdering abuse is there.
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Visitor: Mary J.
Reference: sra search
Location: Denver
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Date: Mon, Sep 11, 2000 at 16:43:26 (EDT)
Comments: Entries in a christian forum on Denver's Domestic shelter was immediately removed when witnesses and victims were posting. A church witnessed manifistations from a girl who said she was used for pornagraphy from Denver's Safehouse. I am interested in the cover-up of these satanic crimes as I have a dear friend who was at McMartin Daycare center. She still suffers from the lies and cover-up. Victims and those who speak out for them are persecuted when they oppose the savage enslavement into bondage.
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Visitor: Barbara
Reference: A long dark journey
Location: USA
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Contact: bbarus@nni.com
Date: Sat, Sep 09, 2000 at 16:19:04 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: Montana victim
Reference:
Location: USA
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Date: Thurs, Sep 07, 2000 at 14:16:40 (EDT)
Comments: The Illuminati satanists rule is: see no evil; hear no evil; speak no evil. I rebuke these satanists. their torture and mind control. After being dx MPD I was handed over to a therapist who is a Freemason!!!!!! I recall very little of the time spent in this therapy. The suicide threats became more violent though. Judith Gap, Montana is a rural satanic area involved in torture and mind control. The Freemason satanists exploit slaves for porn, spying, drugs anything evil!!! These Freemason satanists have powerful political satanist friends who protect them. De-programming from monarch mind control is next to impossible, very expensive and dangerous!!! Jesus overs free help through deliverence!!!!!! Please seek help through Jesus. Pray He answered my prayers, He will answer yours. (I would have been angry if I read this very thing a few months ago). I will pray for you my fellow victims of torture. Jesus came to set the captives free!!! Satan is defeated!!!!!
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Visitor: falcons haven
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Contact: healingspirit22@hotmail
Date: Tuesday, Sep 05, 2000 at 17:26:56 (EDT)
Comments: I was deprogramed but had Kabala programing with a little color progrtramimg mixed im. That ws in 94 by a guy in Idaho. stopped selfharm immediately....others need help where I live now....but deprogrammeers now are very expensive...write if you know anyone in the southeastern US....there are master evil programmers here not deprogrammers. Prefer not to give name..thanks for the information.
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Visitor: Tom Kirsch
Reference: Surfing
Location: Elgin SC
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Contact: tkrsch@aol.com
Date: Mon, Sep 04, 2000 at 14:40:15 (EDT)
Comments: I am employed with the South Carolina Department of Corrections, and recently I weent to a class at the childs sexual abuse. It was heart renching to put it mildly, would like to be a volunter work but at this point i am am scared at what i may find in our county.... Tom K.
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Visitor: tabitha smith
Reference: dogpile
Location: indiana
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Contact: denice34@hotmail.com
Date: Mon, Aug 28, 2000 at 15:32:01 (EDT)
Comments: this website id good
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Visitor: Sherry Davis
Reference: Searching the web for sra information
Location: michigan
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Contact: vicki7@skyenet.net
Date: Sun, Aug 27, 2000 at 20:36:33 (EDT)
Comments: I appriciate that you have placed a website in the internet.
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Visitor: Rebecca Brock Becky
Reference: Web Browser
Location: Pensacola
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Contact: Becca76644@aol.com
Date: Thurs, Aug 24, 2000 at 19:23:32 (EDT)
Comments: Will anyone who was sexually & ritually abused as a child by a neighbor in Pensacola, Florida please contact me. I am interested in seeing if we were abused in the same house. Thank you.
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Visitor: kitty (alters name)
Reference: sra ref.
Location: COLORADO
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Date: Thurs, Aug 24, 2000 at 18:06:34 (EDT)
Comments: I was also tortured at Denver's Domestic Violence shelter on the corner of Ogden St. & E 17th ave. These are Illuminati satanists who have powerful connections. As a victim of Monarch mind control and satanic ritual abuse there is NO HELP!!!! I went bleeding to a hospital and they refused any exam to prove sexual torture to protect the Politicians involved in the sex ring. The satanists move people in and out. Three people will believe they have a certain bed at the shelter. They just drug'em and move someone else in. Then when they wake you up they lie about the day of the week. In the mean time a victim has been flown to another area to be used in the very profitable porn industry. Why does the justice dept. cover-up these crimes?? Children and porn can be used to blackmail politicians. Sra victims dissociate and few remember the abuse. When a vicitm does rem. hospitals refuse rape exams and cover everything up to protect the Illuminati. Law enforcement does the same. MPD is not a chemical imbalance!!!! Structured MPD is intetionally and scientifically done to torture the person into shattering so they can USE US. The joke is on them though. Now that they have created an army of robots who are refused medical care and who have been programmed for end-time programming who is going to save their elite butts when the end time programming is triggered??
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Visitor: pete bachstadt
Reference: yahoo search
Location: carson city nv
WebSite: www.cevhs.org
Web Info: animal welfare
Contact: cevhs@pyramid.net
Date: Thurs, Aug 24, 2000 at 17:06:26 (EDT)
Comments: I work privately in the Nv. legislature introducing and lobbying for animal welfare legislation.
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Visitor: rev tee andrews-brummett
Reference: crusing/research
Location: bloomington ind
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Contact: broomhandle3@yahoo.com
Date: Mon, Aug 21, 2000 at 16:19:50 (EDT)
Comments: i am a generational survivor of sra/mpd seeking other survivors working on their healings and bona fide groups comitted to HELPING them and not furthering the rituakl abuses/control. I am also an prof.assisstant at IU Criminology dept in Bloomington IND. I welcome ALL emails.i dont have my own computer due to disabilities/lacl of incomes; any ideas how i can get a frree computer/printers ect so i can chat/help other survivors and recieve help myself as well?? thanks so much!!!
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Visitor: Odette
Reference: search engine
Location:
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Contact: odettebb@aol.com
Date: Mon, Aug 21, 2000 at 02:35:01 (EDT)
Comments: I have just finished reading 150 of the most recent entries in your guestbook and am in awe at just how widespread this situation really isespecially after reading the gov't position that there is no such thing).I am a licensed psychotherapist who is now working on my Ph.D. dissertation. Came to your sight in search of information on my dissertation subject which is SRA. I am currently working with a wonderful boy 16 who has suffered enormously and, yet, is able to inspire me with his courage. There were many persons who so moved me that I would have liked to e-mail them personally, but I felt that it would not be appropriate for me to impose unless they chose to corrrespond. I am interested in learning as much as possible in the hopes that my dissertation (which I hope to present at a national conference this Jun) will shed some light on this horrible crime against innocent children and carry the voice of those who know best. I have worked for many years with children of sexual abuse and domestic violence, but it is only recently that I have become aware of the huge problem that RSA presents, and I feel compelled to help disseminate the truth about this. Perhaps if more sexologists were aware, we could be of greater help. Working so closely with children of domestic violence, I am especially shocked at the number of entries as regards abuse in the shelters, and would be very interested in hearing form those of you who have first hand experience. If you would like to help me in this endeavor, please e-mail. It will be in the strictest of confidence and you need not give me your name or any other personal information. Also, a suggestion for those of you seeking help. Try calling the American Board of Clinical Sexologists for a therapist in your area. These people are not only counselors, but trained specifically in the area of sexuality, and perhaps, the best equipped to deal with SRA issues. Also, EDMR therapy has been found to be very useful in areas of PTSD and reintegration. These folks have specialized training in this technique. Your may be able to locate one in your area by calling the Dep't of Professional Regulations-Health Care Management. We are all fragile flowers. Good luck to each of you in your quest for self:my prayers are with you all.
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Visitor: Tara
Reference: Not too hard if you use a search engine
Location: Utah
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Contact: Taramc@xmission.com
Date: Sun, Aug 20, 2000 at 11:46:18 (EDT)
Comments: I am looking for other RA victims who experience frequent LUCID DREAMS. I have been lucid dreaming since 1995 and it was absolutely terrifying at first. I am now experiencing all senses (including sound that seems to be actually heard with my ears) at this point and have explored some dream control. I'd like to speak with ANYONE who knows ANYTHING about lucid dreaming in connection with Dissociative Identity Disorder to swap notes with and ask questions. I think this type of dream control can give you more control over your subconscious mind once you master it. The biggest trick is remembering it's only a dream, and I've found some ways to do it! For all the lucid dreamers who are reading this: If someone is victimizing you and you can't move or get out of the dream, try demanding they leave you in the name of Jesus Christ. I AM NOT A CHRISTIAN but I've tried this three times in desperate dream/reality situations and it worked EVERY TIME. Who cares WHY it works...it just does. Email me for more tips or to share dreams. Thanks!
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Visitor: Miller
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Date: Sun, Aug 20, 2000 at 11:24:37 (EDT)
Comments: Just stopping in to look for updates. This is a great and informative site. Ritual abuse is REAL. Memories can come to you after YEARS of not knowing what is wrong.
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Visitor: Carol
Reference: surfing
Location: Texas
WebSite: Mind Art
Web Info: Art, Poetry, Child Abuse & SI info
Contact: dreamer40@hotmail.com
Date: Sat, Aug 19, 2000 at 15:41:13 (EDT)
Comments: Excellent site! Thanks for making this info. available.
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Visitor: violet riley
Reference: ?
Location: virginia
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Contact: plffjnn@hotmail.com
Date: Fri, Aug 18, 2000 at 14:04:43 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: JOYCE
Reference: FRIEND
Location: MOBILE,AL
WebSite: THEMOM
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Contact: THEMOM@MOBIS.COM
Date: Sun, Aug 13, 2000 at 01:22:40 (EDT)
Comments: CAME HERE LAST NIGHT. READ SOME POEMS. LIKED THEM. HAVING TO TAKE INVENTORY OF ME. THOUGHT I HAD FINISHED WITH NEW MEMORIES, GUESS I HAVEN'T. MY MOM GOT SICK. SAW HER AND HERE I AM AGAIN. DEALING WITH NEW MEMORIES. NEEDED TO FIND SOME PEACE.
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Visitor: Tara
Reference: The usual way
Location: A state where RA is a big problem
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Date: Thurs, Aug 10, 2000 at 00:05:11 (EDT)
Comments: I just wanted to thank whoever you are for this page and the link to NeeDID. I have Dissociative Identity Disorder and didn't know there was a support page for it. Also, the to-the-point questions and answers about RA are fabulous for educating friends, as well as finding out who can or cannot be a friend to me.
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Visitor: Dorothy Glendenning
Reference: Researching the internet
Location: ohio
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Contact: maryjulian1300@yahoo.com
Date: Mon, Aug 07, 2000 at 22:03:52 (EDT)
Comments: I am a survivor of 18 years of childhood sexual abuse from both parents and cult/ritual abuse.
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Visitor: Ruth
Reference: From Dragonkidz web
Location: Abedeen, Washingtn
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Contact: UFFEEAR@webtv.net
Date: Sun, Aug 06, 2000 at 22:17:16 (EDT)
Comments: Thanks for the information even though some of it triggers me. I survived. I'm still here.
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Visitor: yugen
Reference: search engine
Location: planet earth
WebSite: none
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Date: Fri, Aug 04, 2000 at 16:53:48 (EDT)
Comments: sorry to give no personal info but you never know who could look it up. i have just started recovering memories in the last 6 mons. and thought i was crazy. thank you for making this great website, very helpful. i highly recommend a book for survivors courage to heal and allies in healing for parters of survivors, with accompanying workbooks. it would be nice if there were more resources for youth, because dealing w/ this as a minor is a lot different than dealing w/ it as an adult, because of issues with parents and family, safety from them, etc. if you run away the police drop you back off at your house. need more underground resources for youth and children.
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Visitor: Carol
Reference: another link
Location: Texas
WebSite: Mind Art
Web Info: Art, Poetry, Child Abuse & SI Info
Contact: dreamer40@hotmail.com
Date: Fri, Aug 04, 2000 at 12:41:02 (EDT)
Comments: Awsome site! Very helpful information. Thanks :-)
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Visitor: sue
Reference: did support group ref.
Location: Denver
WebSite:
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Contact: busaniv@yahoo.com
Date: Wed, Aug 02, 2000 at 14:38:43 (EDT)
Comments: Another torture survivor of sra from Denver's Domestic Violence Shelter @ 940 E 17th Ave. Was told other survivors were posting help in de-programming from the mind control and sharing experiences. Want the world to know that Satanic Ritual abuse at Denver's Domestic Violence shelter is real!!! Huge cover-up to protect the elite. How do I locate the posts from others like me?
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Visitor: c.g.
Reference:
Location: U.S.A.
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Date: Mon, Jul 31, 2000 at 19:39:59 (EDT)
Comments: Born in America and tortured under the CIA's Monarch project I have learned there is no help in America for vicitms!!! The CIA controls any health care or experimentation done to those under the Monarch project. Like the German vicitim, I too would like to sue this government for the torture I suffer. However, this is not possible as we are under Illuminati rule. We are screwed!! To the German who wrote, this country is horrible!! Psychiatrists know we are torture vicitms under mind control. However, they will not help only give dangerous drugs. Drugs do not integrate personalities only fog the mind so we can be accessed again for more torture and programming.
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Visitor: Tanase
Reference: surfed in, looking for information about ritual abuse
Location: Scandinavia
WebSite: If I die before I wake...
Web Info: sexual and ritual abuse (as far only in swedish, english page is being made right now).
Contact: mina_ggg16@hotmail.com
Date: Fri, Jul 28, 2000 at 08:08:57 (EDT)
Comments: Due to the fact that there are so many people not knowing what ritual abuse is all about I think this site is great. It's also been a good help for me to get to know myself. Thank's! Tanase
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Visitor: Denford L Owens
Reference: referred by SURVIVORSHIP.org
Location: Nashville, TN
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Contact: sayontei@yahoo.com
Date: Thurs, Jul 20, 2000 at 23:12:34 (EDT)
Comments: This is our first visit to your site. We are amazed by it. We shall be returning often. Wolfpack
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Visitor: Robert Born
Reference: Another Link
Location: Germany
WebSite: Robert Born
Web Info: Mindcontrol Secret Service
Contact: cyberhamlet@web.de
Date: Thurs, Jul 20, 2000 at 12:39:31 (EDT)
Comments: Hello, I had been tortured by the German Secret Service. I´m looking for a country for political asylum. The following information had been send to various institutions: Expert in psychological warfare needed for refugee status/immigration problem Heidelberg, 20. Jul 2000 To whom it may concern, I´m a torture victim not only of psychopharmacological mistreatment and terrorism in my social environment. My case is highly conspirativ and an expert in psychological warfare would be needed to understand my case in whole and in detail. I´m looking for possible financial compensation from the German government and political asylum in a non-European country, but an ordinary bureaucrat from an immigration office would not understand the extremly hidden operativ actions and conspirativ implications. Right at the moment I´m not in danger anymore, but I would like to leave Germany 'as soon as possible'. Robert Born Wilhelminenplatz 15a D-64283 Darmstadt Germany Replies to cyberhamlet@web.de http://born.online.de P.S.: I just want to clarify my position that I do not seek any financial support or a urgent psychological help program. I just seek a psychological expert who may accept me as a torture victim and not as a mental case. If this problem is solved and green light for refugee status or immigration is given I`m going to finish my education here in Germany and come over later. If no one would be found, accepting me as a torture victim, I´m going to stay in Germany on welfare, because of the above mentioned reasons I don´t want to support the German government with taxes, while they finance a terrorist group, the German Secret Service. Maybe there is a better solution.
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Visitor: The People
Reference: Found it through a horrible site on False Memory
Location: Alberta Canada
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Date: Mon, Jul 17, 2000 at 19:28:39 (EDT)
Comments: This was a really helpful site. I particularly like the grounding tips and have passed them on to another site I frequent. Thanks for being here. It is tough enough to go through this. it is nice to know we are not alone.
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Visitor: Michael Peter Joseph Murphy
Reference: Tortune by the Catholic, priest and , christian Brother's
Location: Renfrew, Ontario Canada
WebSite: Murphy and Murphy My Story
Web Info: DSexual abuse and recovery
Contact: mpjmurphy@renc.igs.net
Date: Mon, Jul 17, 2000 at 00:06:33 (EDT)
Comments: Please read my web site, and link to your's you have myu permission, Just to help on heal or stopped some one from getting abuse , is my aim in life. Peace Michael Peter Joseph Murphy
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Visitor: Margaret
Reference: Looking for tips on healing
Location: uk
WebSite:
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Contact: daffodil@4unet.co.uk
Date: Wed, Jul 12, 2000 at 10:25:11 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: Louis H. Behr
Reference: internet - altivista
Location: Phila, Pa
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Contact: NET>BEHRFAMILY@954ACCESS>NET
Date: Sat, Jul 01, 2000 at 22:59:22 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....
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Visitor: douglas nelson
Reference: www.azsinglescene.com
Location: 13059 county road 20, hanska, minnesota 56041-4385
WebSite: www.azsinglescene.com
Web Info: single scene
Contact: info@countrysingles.com
Date: Fri, Jun 30, 2000 at 21:48:57 (EDT)
Comments: Ritual abuse, ritual crime and healing is one way of explaing a bizarre ego-based existence based on false religion and false money.
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Visitor: Janice Linn
Reference: through a search
Location: Lubbock, Texas
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Contact: jlinn@door.net
Date: Tuesday, Jun 27, 2000 at 21:30:38 (EDT)
Visitor: Adha Razad
Reference: Search Engine
Location: Batu Pahat, Johore, Malaysia
WebSite: none
Web Info: none
Contact: add78@catcha.com
Date: Tuesday, Jun 27, 2000 at 01:26:03 (EDT)
Comments: Add more journals...and best place to search about psychology educations.
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Visitor: Dawn
Reference: Referred by Survivorship
Location: Georgia
WebSite: None
Web Info:
Contact: Jevean@AOL.com
Date: Tuesday, Jun 27, 2000 at 00:26:33 (EDT)
Comments: It's so comforting to know that I'm not alone! I hate that this ever happened to anyone and that it still gones on today. But to know that there are people out there who are getting on with their lives, or trying to, gives me some encouragement. I've just begun to remember my cult abuse, two miscarriages, and many other horrible things. I would really like to correspond with others who would like a friend. My only request is that we stay away from abuse specifics, at least for now, because I can't take the triggering. You know? But I'd love to be able to be there for someone and vice-versa, or just to have someone to say hello to. My e-mail address is above if anyone is interested. Take care.
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Visitor: Pierre Douglas
Reference: Research
Location: South Africa
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Date: Sat, Jun 24, 2000 at 14:52:33 (EDT)
Comments: My wife and I are currently working with people who was part of SRA. To help restore them and by the grace of God Almighty as complete as possible.
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Visitor: sherry oglesby
Reference: found it
Location: alabama
WebSite: none
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Contact: SOWeepee@aol.com
Date: Fri, Jun 23, 2000 at 11:37:59 (EDT)
Comments: I am a survivor of severe abuse SRA and RA in the Alabama Area my family was involved and hurt many people . the details are to graphic but if you were used in porno in this area it could be by my family torture and all types of horrid abuse was involved pleae e mail me At SOWeepee@aol.com if we might be connected
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Visitor: Marla
Reference: browsing
Location: Denver
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Date: Sun, Jun 18, 2000 at 16:07:22 (EDT)
Comments: Domestic violence shelter victim. Denver Safehouse was one of the locations I was tortured. I have memories of military involvement with mind control experiments. If another victim sees this post I would like to validate the bizarre experience with someone who was there. Like Alice going through the looking glass it was so surreal. Like the miral that was painted on the ceiling giving the illusion of another floor. The wicked ones lying about their names, like the satanist attorney who was there posing as a battered woman. They intentionally lied and confused the day of the week to cover up what they did. What makes me so angry is they knew I would be there. They own my mind and know where I will be before I do. They manipulate everything.
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Visitor: linda hill
Reference: browsing
Location:
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Contact: lyndac@uic.edu
Date: Thurs, Jun 15, 2000 at 11:06:32 (EDT)
Comments: Anything I can do to help,let me know.
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Visitor: Lenora Davis
Reference: searching for info
Location: Claremont CA
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Contact: wrandyd@aol.com
Date: Tuesday, Jun 06, 2000 at 03:50:54 (EDT)
Comments: I am looking at starting a group in Jan 2001 that deals with childhoom sexual abuse. I intend to use the series Wounded Heart. This is my first time doing a search for info. Yes, I am a survi
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Visitor: Nori Gundlach
Reference: so shocked after seeing this, I don't remember
Location: Wisconsin
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Contact: todd-n-nori@webtv.net
Date: Mon, Jun 05, 2000 at 07:47:50 (EDT)
Comments: I am in complete shock after reading this and realizing that I am possibly not losing my mind and maybe just remembering... Please, if you have any information on dreams, contact me. I have been having the most frightening dreams.... battles between Satan and Jesus. It is almost starting to affect my life constantly while I am awake. There is a language that I am speaking in my dreams to protect me against Satan, at least I think it is protection???? Then, sometimes, I just feel it could be something evil????? More and more I feel that I am not really on this world, in this body. This frightens me. I feel like I am completely aware of what is going around, but, am paralayzed. Does any of this sound familiar to anyone? I am so confused. Please, please help if you have any idea of what I am talking about, email me.
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Visitor: Lemar
Reference: s.m.a.r.t.
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Contact: tada@tokyo.com
Date: Sat, Jun 03, 2000 at 01:09:46 (EDT)
Comments: excellent webpage!!! I can relate to what someone said about the spiritual aspect; I was just talking about that to a friend the other day, that it's hard to find a therapist that is open to that side of things, and what I need is someone who can take into consideration ALL of the aspects, not only the physical/mental/emotional ones.
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